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  Apr 2015 IvyB Xx
FallenAngel93
>Last time I ate a full meal and kept it down: two days ago.

>Last time I cut: last night.

>Last time I took medicine I shouldn't of: two weeks ago.

>Last time I tried to end it all: Maybe a month ago?

>Last time I cried: Last night.

>Last attack: Last night.

>Last time I thought about suicide: 20 minutes ago?

>Last time I got angry:  *30 minutes ago?
why...oh because im worthless.
  Apr 2015 IvyB Xx
M
so kiss me where I lay down my hands pressed to your cheeks
a long way from the playground- tell me with your mind, body and spirit
I can make your tears fall down like the showers that are british,
whether we're together or apart, we can both remove the masks
and admit we regret it from the start, my hands, your hands, *******
like two ships, drifting, weightless, waves trying to break this,
I'd do anything to save it, you're the raise on the waves that calms
my mind, I don't care what people say when we're together
you know I want to be the one who holds you when you sleep,
nobody knows you, baby, the way I do, nobody loves you, baby, the way I do,
waking up beside you I'm a loaded gun, I can't contain this anymore,
I'm all yours I've got no control, no control, powerless, and I don't
care it's obvious, I can't contain this anymore, I'm all yours I've got
no control, no control, they don't know about the things we do,
they don't know about the I love you's, but I bet you if they only knew
they would just be jealous of us, so can we start it all over again?
one direction lyrics. this is silly, but what can ya do
IvyB Xx Apr 2015
"My heart is a pre-owned game,
with you being the current controller.

Having being reset over and over,
I am hoping that you will be the one to pass the level and clock me,
body and soul"
Ivy Botticelli
IvyB Xx Apr 2015
"Your soul;  running through my veins.
Your eyes; planted in my sockets.
Your fingertips; cemented in my skin.
Your heart; caressed in my chest.
Your voice; a constant melody ringing throughout my mind.
Your arms; the forever reserved safe house only for me.

Marked by one another with the same skin,
we take to the Earth together.
Only to be parted by death,
forever asleep in slumber... "
Ivy Botticelli
IvyB Xx Mar 2015
"My very existence is compelled and based on your own.
It has been for a while now.

My heart becomes quickly complex with just a mere thought of you
and
with you physically near, I find it hard to breathe.

I find myself falling faster each day,
Surprising myself just how I haven't crashed yet.

And I keep on diving,
Silently pleading each day your hands will come out and catch me,
Forever placing me in your heart.

Yet you continue to look on.
Gazing beyond me, your naked eye looking onto others.

I inhale into false hope, living off of it.
You're my drug, piercing my veins.
My addiction and cure.

Save me.
Ivy Botticelli
  Mar 2015 IvyB Xx
D I A
I stand here watching
Waiting for you to move
To stand and smile
Your cold corpse stretching.
Tears fall upon your lips
Skin the colour of polecian
Your beauty unmarked and still
Like the marble on which you lay
Paler in death than life
Pearled droplets in midnight blue hair
Lips a faded red
Eyes closed
A masterpiece to Death
And I your killer
Weeps.
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