a wilted rose
two dried ponds
a noble peacemaker
a lost captain
a unspoken song
a single soldier Jones
two smiths of no relation
a single Oswald the mysterious nanny
i suppose in someway they break my heart even with two hearts i can't bear to say " i have to leave you " as the pain wont stop if i stand still so i move forward never stopping hoping i can save people too make up for the ones I've lost

my silence is just another scream for help
" FIX ME !! "

just some cut
just some scratch
"whats that mark ? "
" it was just my cat "

just an excuse
just another lie
" whats with all the bracelets ?"
" just a fashion thing why ? "

just a tear
just a scream
" were you crying ?"
" i just had a bad dream "

but its not just a cut or a tear or a lie
its always 'just one more'
until I'm not there anymore

i feel
the
worst
when
im
alone
thats
when
the
monsters
in my
head
say
hello

ill be there till starts don't shine
till the heavens burst
and the words don't rhyme
and i know when i die
you'll be on my mind

one of my brothers is careful no matter what,

the other one acts like hes against a clock.

one of my brothers is drowning in *****,

he believes he has nothing to loose.

one of my brother loves to read,

i told him that he should lead.

one of my brothers believe our story has no end,

the other one believes it will change us till we bend.

one of my brothers acts like i’m still ten,

the other one used to tuck me into bed.

one of my brothers gave me a knife,

the other one tried to shield me from this life.

one of my brothers is in love with an angel,

the other one can see it from every angle.

one of my brothers has a strong disguise,

the other one thinks he shouldn’t be alive.

one of my brothers gave me a gun,

the other one wishes i didn’t have to hunt.

one of my brothers taught me how to fight,

the other one sang me too sleep at night.

one of my brothers raised me my whole life,

the other one taught me to read and write.

one of my brothers says ‘*******’,

the other one says ‘so get this’.

me and my brothers our closer than one’

so when our time is finally done.

i hope people remember me,

as well as my heroes Sam and Dean.

i never believed in angels
and this was plain to see

not even when one flew down

to hell and set me free

this angel spoke my name

and told me heavens plan

in order to save the world

they’ll need the righteous man

i cried “it isn’t me”

that i didn’t know what to do

then the angel took my hand

and said “i have faith in you “

“twas he who showed me how to fulfill my destiny”

i never believed in angels

until an angel believed in me