Dean, You really saved the world one last time. Now you're at peace and everything is fine. I'm so upset that you're gone. But I know in my heart you'll carry on. My pain at losing you is too much to bear I really wish that you were here. You went heroically like I always knew you would. Now your legacy will live on where you once stood. I'm gonna miss you so much I can't help but cry. I never thought you would die. I wanted you to live until you were eighty Maybe even find a nice lady. That was my happy ending for you but you were taken from us too soon. I thought from death you were immune. So now i'll listen to some classic rock tunes. Just so I can feel close to you. I'll miss you forever but I know that you're happy now. In your own little heaven, We'll meet again. Somehow.
Sam, I'm gonna miss you a ton I want you to know. But now it's time to put a curtain on this show. I love you so much I can't describe what you've done for me. You helped me with my demons so I could be free. You fought to save the world more than one time. But now it's time for you to rest, we will be fine. You're so brave and so kind I hope you know that's true. I don't really want to say goodbye to you. You mean the world to me I know I must move on. But it's hard since you've been apart of my life for so long. So one final goodbye to you is what I'll say You'll be in my heart forever, for the rest of my days.
sorrow found me when i was young it stood over me in my crib, as the fire burned , as dad shouted and dean carried me out of that house, as i cried for dean when dad left us alone, as i begged dean for lucky charms instead of beans
sorrow waited for me as i grew up he watched over me like a guardian angel little did i know that the shred of doubt i had in my mind was only going to grow as he watched me carve my name with dean in the impala, as i watched dean die over and over, through every demon i killed , every monster i slaughtered , every mistake i made and every slip up
then sorrow won he took me at last using Lucifer as a distraction as he wiggled into my brain and fed on all my thoughts until i was nothing no that's not true i was something, i was ruined, i was empty ,i was nothing but sorrow and despair and the worst part of that is i knew it was there all along shadowing me hunting me like i do monsters waiting for me to give up fighting against it
Pick yourself up and dust off your shoulders because you're a soldier and have no time to rest. You can't escape this life because you sold your soul for this and in the next year, you'll be buried right under your feet, six feet deep.
Will it be your hell? ******* alone surrounded by nothing but chains for years and years. Calling out to empty shadows and swallowing dust over these times.
Will it be your heaven? In the summer of ninety-six with the night lite up with fireworks on the fourth. Chasing the sparks because you're a child again.
Pick your feet up and march to the drums of your family. You promised to always protect your family and this is all you know to do. Giving up your life for your brother's is what you were trained to do.
Your heart is weak but warm. But you will not be needing it for long. You find peace in the night but always keep a candle lit, to keep an eye on your brother because he is all there is.
Things can't be rewritten or reversed. You've just got a confused mind and acted out of grief. But you're always able to rewind to the night a bullet took your brother.
These lifeforms made a deal for you, that they knew you'd take. They could care less about your feelings. They could **** without warning, but you trust them with your brother's life on this one.
So now you stand a man with a deal to die but it's all worth it because now your brother can live. Selling your life so he can have his back was the best birthday present you could give.
We've been running with blistered feet and weak knees for centuries. Yes, we've come so far but no one ever said it would be this hard.
Just lay your head to rest you have run enough. I've got your hand and I'm holding it tight. You're all I have in this world so I won't ever let go.
Don't you cry no more because you gave your all. It's just this time god wasn't so kind. You put up a good fight and I'm so proud of you.
You'll finally be at peace when these dark days are behind you. You slayed your demons and monsters. You did your job and you did it well.
Don't worry too much, brother, because I won't be able to live in this world too long without you. I'll follow you down the path and into the dark. I won't let you die alone. On the other side we'll just drive down the endless road back home, or god knows where. We would always dream of tomorrow but this time tomorrow never came.
We gave our live's to protect others. We've come so far up the mountain just this time got caught in the landslide and fell all the way back down. But look how far we got. Look how much we've done. Look at how many lives we've saved. We're just two brothers born from the fire but this is where our lives end.
I look back and see all decay, but I won't apologize I did my job. We saved lives and protected the land. We always stood tall no matter how hard we'd fall. I'm proud of you. I'm proud of us.
From the beginning we were born to die. There is no starting over. There are no second chances. With death carved on our skin how could we live a normal life?
You could run but you'll one day run out of breath. It's just a game. You hide your pain and sorrow. Save it for another day when everything just falls apart and you can't pick it up.
Medicine and alcohol keeps you awake As you hunt your demons and monsters. You could choose to die but then this world would fall apart. You give others that second chance, you give them time to run and escape while you slaughter their monsters, and **** their demons instead.
You've got blood on your hands and a soldier's heart. Your brain is beautiful just corrupted. You smile to stay strong and your humor hides your internal scars.
In the end you'll look back on your youth and notice you died a long time ago. You never had the chance to be happy. You'll never know the feeling of growing old with your lover because all your lovers are either buried below your feet, or somewhere up in the sky with the stars. It's not that far, one day you'll be with them. Then, you'll finally be able to rest your tired hands.
And right before your eyes I'm dying and breaking, falling to pieces. You try to pick them up but they turn to dust in your hands. You find yourself gripping your hair and turning to tears not quite sure you're fully letting this sink in. You've been in this hospital chair for so many years but you never thought that one day it'll actually come to an end. This is the last time you find yourself here This is the last time you'll hear me say your name.
I'm you're little brother, not a soldier. I wasn't built for a life on the line. I did what you told me and I'm drained out. You regret it I know, you told me so many times over. But that doesn't fix it, It won't make me better this time.
I'm lying here, breathless. And I want you to know That I'm okay with letting go. I'll finally get to rest After all these years.
Tell me what you have to say and I'll carry it to my grave to think of all the time. You'll still be my brother even when I'll be on the other side, and you're left here to create fresh tracks on your own without someone as your guide.
Is this the end or is this just the start? With a demon's red velvet hands wrapped around my throat It leaves me a ghostly white. I prayed every night but never heard anything in return. If there really is a god he'll have to beg for my forgiveness because I dug my own tunnel and crafted my own sword. I saved myself from playing anymore of these wicked games. Tonight you'll hear me cry and I won't pray for nothing. I reach high to where my dreams are I imagine the light of day and to be saved. I'm followed by shadows and swallowed up by the blackness behind, wasting time watching stars collide. But I swear one day I will be strong enough to raise waters and push through the mountains. One day when I grow taller, taller than god. But right now I'm standing in shallow water dreaming of the stars thinking of the history books I'll be in when I escape these cell walls and finally breathe the earth once again.
I have breathed these dusty walls and cried to many nights. Blue night, blue moon in the sky one day I'll see you from a different view once I escape my imprisoned doom. I understand my security but I am no longer soulless so you no longer have the right to treat me like I'm less. I'll break these walls and break my fist I know who I am and where I stand. My weary mind and my heavy soul and a broken heart will see the face of god and still not believe. For what is heaven It must be what holding a lover feels like, but I know no lover that can live past the flames of hell.
What are, what are these walls made of flames doing? I'm pure again and deserve a free sentence. I deserve light. I deserve to believe in something other than the normal. I can believe in myself. I can be my own god. Hope is not dead, so I've read.