i can't say you're inconsistent
because you always pick her side
don't tell me you love me
just to change your mind
you always choose her
so i decided to leave
don't take it back
you've already lost me

I can’t be like the rest of the women he expects
Pretty and shallow, with my favorite hobby being ***
I don't know how to let loose and I don't speak with my body
I have no confidence, no wonder I'm always saying sorry

Subjected and Scattered
I scramble to fit into your perspective
I'm too introspective to be perfected
As if my opinion even mattered

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i will say i am sorry
when the words come
but frankly i don't even think
they have even begun
to figure themselves out
or informed me of their choice
so right now enjoy the silence
before i burden you with the sound of my voice

i love you
bunches
i love you
till death
i love you
like no one has ever loved before

i love you
though  i don't love myself
i love you
so why can't you love me back
i love you
and that should be enough

i love you
bunches
and then some