Seeing through the window bars
Staring blankly up at the stars
Thinking about those old memories
Remembering random stories
Putting me back to those days
Lying on the ground under the bright sun rays.
I feel infinite
During those days
That together we spent
In a place we claimed as our paradise.
Your gentle caress
Makes me lose my senses;
Your muscled but soft arm
Around me keeps me warm;
Seeing your cute smile
Makes my heart skip a beat;
I'd travel even a thousand mile
Just for us to meet;
Your sweet words
Makes my cheeks blush;
Your voice, saying "i love you"
Makes my heart beat hard
As if there's a drum rolling inside my chest.
We were so happy back then
You and I,
Together, we're perfect.
But now,
Here I am, alone
Missing your tenderness,
Reminiscing our past
Hoping we could still live like that;
My heart is now beating hard and fast
No longer because of bliss
But 'coz it had been torn piece by piece;
I could no longer put it back as it was before
For it was already fully destroyed
Leaving me in this darkness
Feeling nothing but pain.
I wanna make it clear - I am not a broken hearted person. Haha. This poem is not based from my own emotion and feelings. Honestly, I haven't felt like this, ever! That's why I was so suprised to myself coz I was able to write such poem. Some of my writings are based from my understanding of other's feelings and from the books i've read or movies i've watched. :)