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We're all just trying to find our way
So don't get in mine
I don't come when called
Do not whistle at me
I am not your pet
Do not expect me to sit when you tell me to
I'll stay whenever I want to

I'm not as eager as you think I am
I don't get excited to see you
I wont always follow you

I am not a dog so do not call me a *****

Although, I must say, I do growl when you **** me off
My bite is just as vicious as my bark
You should be afraid to walk by me
I am at the point in my life where plenty of people call me a *****. Or I hear it too much. It's disgusting to call a woman who knows what she wants "a *****" just because she doesn't want you
Bring me happiness in pills

My only hope to overdose
Let my feelings overflow

How did I become a footnote to myself?
Forgotten toy on the shelf

To every lock I'm missing a key
I'm not even the main character of the story about me

Is suicide a sin because you're beating God at his own game
I win
I don't want to wait to fall in love
I'm already there, can you catch up?
You might think we're on the same page
But I'm on a whole new chapter
whatever
When every lie is stacked up against you
And everyone forgets you
Who will you turn to
Honestly you had your chance
I won't be there to build your walls back
I won't be there to fill in every crack
I used to love you
Now I know you
Every "goodbye" seems like a cliche
A ******* replay
I hear it everytime you want attention
Maybe if you stopped to take a breathe
You'd realize everyone around you left
I'm the epitome of creepy
Babe I'll eat your eyes before I melt your skin
I'll chip your teeth before you get the chance to grin
Adorations just the beginning
Just try not to cross me
you love me in drug store flowers and one dollar teddy bears you bought off the street but i love you in things i can never afford
If I ever hurt you,
Don't tell me
Because you'd tear me apart
Nothing is worse than knowing
I broke your fragile heart
I'm not prepared for the pain
Of letting you get away
I'll do anything to make you happy again
I'll do anything to keep my only friend
It breaks me down
To hear the damage I've caused
Forgive me please
And I'll spend forever
Trying to make things better
You can lie to me in the morning
You can lie to me in the afternoon
You can lie to me whenever you'd really like

But. Do. Not.
For the sake of yourself
Lie to me at night

I know who you are at night
You cannot hide behind your face at night
Everything bad about you shines through at night
It's easy to see if you're telling the truth at night

I can tear you apart at night
I can hear your knees buckle at night
I can taste the worry at night

Do not lie to me at night
I lost my friends along the roads
So many different people come and go
Good times fade away
Bad times like to stay
I wish that some people would stick around
But all the good things get put in the ground

I don't have many friends
But I can pretend
That they care
That they're there

Everything is starting to hurt again
All bad dreams are becoming reality
I know I'm going nowhere
But I need someone to say different

I'm pushing everyone away
But wondering why nobody will stay
I'm having problems again but everyone is too busy with their friends that are better so I don't blame anybody. I just want to be better too. I'm every way. But it's okay. I've accepted that that's never gonna happen
I'll hurt whoever hurt you
One man's trash is another's treasure
And you're my shinning diamond
If I had the chance I'd fall in love with you again
Hey hi nice to meet you, sunshine
Test your faith
You might believe in him
But God couldn't care less about you
He has too many children for you to stand out
Your problems are miniscule to someone
Who is praying so much harder
Their need is so much stronger
Drop your faith
And join us
We may not be happy
But we know reality
If ignorance is bliss
I'd rather cry myself to sleep every night
I got new followers and I haven't posted in a while so I figured I would post a bunch today
We take the thorns off of roses
To make them beautiful
Yet vulnerable
We put them in a pretty vase
And give them away
Wait for them to die in days
roses are like people
When did it all get so bad?
Before my eyes I grew up to be so sad
What's the point in getting dressed?
When I already know I'm too depressed
And my mind will wrestle with me
Defeated, I'll lay here in shame
I'm pursuing more than happiness
It's just so hard to catch
Teasing me barely loaded
But it's something
Everyone is talking about losing their grip on reality
While I'm barely grabbing hold
Should I just let go
And claim I'm just as disturbed
If you've got scars(inside or out)
And you're still alive
It means you won the battle
I hope that's enough to keep you fighting
I don't ever want to see you lose the war
So put on your war paint and keep trugging on
Hear the cries of your villains as you fight 'em off
It'll get easier
Smile in the face of your enemies
Even if it's fake
Paint it on your face
'Cause one day it'll be real
There was a day when I cried myself to sleep
Because I thought of eveything I missed about you
Now I'm a better person but I remember all my mistakes as if they were yesterday
And you seem to be the only one that I'd pay to get away from
Yes I've moved on but when he asks me my wrongs
You're name is at the tip of my tongue
I was your first and you weren't my last
I knew it would happen and I'm just reeling in the past
I honestly don't miss you at all
I'm just wondering how you got me in the first place
I'm not angry but I hate to see you happy
Why didn't I make you feel this way?
And why couldn't you make me feel the same?
It seems that you try your best to hate me
Instead of getting to know who you hate so much

**** your gun and aim towards whoever
But just remember
You're the one that lost
Don't teach girls what to wear
                                                  Teach boys not to stare
The tide washed out the sand
where I etched out your name
to declare my love to you
because I knew it would never last
Your veins are the rivers
That have taken you all the way here
With a couple crashes
And although the trip wasn't completly graceful
They got you here in tact
So thank them
Don't hurt them
I used to love you
Now I know you

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