I am the madness ...


I am the ink ...

In the madness of the sea ...

Between the crashing of its waves ...

I live ...

My most wonderful fantasies ...

And As if I am with her...

Sharing with her...

The most beautiful moments...

With my madness...

I...

To create with her...

And for her...

A love's poem...

So,

we practice it together...

In the most wonderful imagination...



Yes, my lady...

I am the ink...

I am madness...

And for you...

I live...



hazem al...

Moonlight and lovers ...



Under the moonlight ...

Lovers always lie ...

With passion for an adventure of love ...

In which bodies are stripped ...

For the soul to wear ...

The garment of love ...

And groan ...

With a scream of lust ...

For feelings to be complete ...

And love awakens ...

With two bodies that were ...

And became ...

One body ...

All night ...

Until morning ...

While live a moments ...

Like that comprehensive dream ...

In the minds of lovers ...

Like imagination ...



Hazem ...

Wonderful crime ...

I love the morning moments ...
within its madness ...
inside ...
since I first woke up ...
and especially ...
at the morning ...
i be ...
with a terrible energy ...
indescribable ...
you don't know , how ...

Come my lady ...
take off ...
the cloak of anxiety ...
and be with me ...
in the same madness ...
in drowning ...
until we wear together ...
at the bottom deep ...
the garment of madness ...
where all the temptation ...
in it we scatter ...
our feelings ...
as much to the size of our desires ...
to create the commit delirium ...
in the most wonderful crime ...

hurry  my beloved ...
Don't delay ...

hazem al ..

For you...



For the one who has...

I harnessed my pen...

with all its abundance...

and I set my imagination free...

with all its madness...

to fly for her...

wherever she is...

and I embodied her...

as an angel...

with me...

every night...

taking from her...

love...

to live with her...

and give her...

from me...

what befits her...

and her heart...



For you, my love...

and to none other...

i surrendered myself...

by the law of love...

with all the limbs of the heart...

and I adorned it with melodies...

by a book...

from the madness of my pen...

which It not open...

Except for you...

only ...

you...



Hazem...

Sip my coffee ...

I will keep for you...!
two sips from the cup of my coffee ...
one tells you how sweetly much I miss you ...
and the other sip ...
to tell you bitterly...
how much I miss you ...

so,..
come sweetheart ...
and take the cup of my coffee ...
to feel my longs ...
while you tasting my cup ...
which i left for you ...
when you sipping ...
my sweet coffee ..
to keep you searching ...
in the moments of nostalgia ...
and longing ...
about a sweet loving words ...
to tell me ...


hazem al ...

I'm waiting ...

My morning ...
beside my crazy longs ...
still misses you ...
and as usual ...
i am at my window ...
where i use to be ...
waiting for your sunrise ...
So that the branches of the soul ...
may blossom ...
and your love ...
may be buried between my ribs ...
on the banks of longing ...
to played my love song ...
In which ...
for passion melts ...

because  ,...
you are my melody ...
With which the heart sings ...
and feel alive ...
and to me my heartbeats ...
and the pulse dances to its tunes ...

here i am ...
waiting for you sweetheart ...

hazem al ...

Crazy ecstasy ...

your crazy femininity ...
its scents ...
poured into my heart ...
like fuel ...
and ignited ...
the branches of my feelings ...
obsession ...
and a hurricane ...
it will wave at me ...
chasing ...
madly ...
Your ghost ...
wherever you are ...
with a heart ...
playing ...
its beats ...
racing time ...
to get you ...
and draw the letters of my breaths ...
on your rebellious body ...
until I tremble ...
from the scent of your femininity ...
and plant inside you ...
the most wonderful tremors ...

and I will not finish ...
from that ecstasy ...
and my madness for you ...
until we explode together ...
our volcanoes ...

Hazem ...

Crazy lust ...

when i meet you ...
i will break all the rules ...
my longing for you will not be governed by law ...
will not follow the any law ...
i will start scatter my longing ...
and the crazy of my lust ...
with all my craziness ...
above your body which haunted by my desire ...
because ,..
you are my crazy lust ...

So,...
sweetheart ...
Let me open your shirt ...
and drink the wine of your *******....
Let me put my hand on your lust....
Let me devour your embraces ...
and caress your moans....
and to **** your lips…
crazy as i need you ...

hazem al...

Confused ...

As for my cup of coffee today ...
It has mixed feelings ...
sometimes it lifts me up ...
to embrace the sky...
and another time...
it takes me to the verge of insanity...
so, my days ...
fluctuate between this and that ...
so, ...
in all cases ...
I keep sipping my coffee ...
with it's  bitter and sweet ...
with a one only hope ...
to meet you soon ...
as we told ...
in a last meeting ...
when you gave my lips ...
a sweet kiss ...

hazem al ..

Spiritual ecstasy ...

Happiness and ecstasy...
is a space ...
Its limits...
a dialogue ...
within holding breaths...
it last ...
like a flowing river...
with non stop ...
until to embrace the sea...
without enough...

Hazem al ...

Dream....



Just a dream...
nothing more...
dream about little cottage...
surrounded by a flowers and birds...

dream about little isle...
full of love and happiness...
which fly through it sky...
all kind of birds...
and especially the love birds...
which it supplied our souls with its love...
while no one there...
only me and you...
only my soul and yours...
to enjoy the love which we always desired about...

dream about passionately story...
which its sun, never to stay away...
and its moon, shining always...

that's all what i am dreaming about...
is that so much for me...? ? ?

can i have this dream ...
with only you ...

by: hazem

Always , miss you...

I miss you ....

Everything ...
reminds me of you ...
the air, ...
the stars, ...
the places. ...
Everywhere I go ...
i find myself missing you like crazy ...

Even in times when I'm busy...
even at night ...
when i lay my head at pillow ...
as every morning ...
i think of you ...
and miss you like crazy...
because ...
you're always in my thoughts ...
in my heart, and in my soul ...

yes my lady ...
i miss you ...

hazem al ...

Rain me with your love...

Your love is like a lightning bolt ...
suddenly ...
it lit up the darkness of my life ...
and set my heart on fire with longing ...
but it quickly disappeared ...
So,...
I am waiting for you,..
and waiting for the drops ...
that water my heart as the rain ...

will it rain one day...
I'm  really thirsty ...
sweetheart ...
i'm waiting ...
Or ,...
will my heart continue to melt...
within it's fires ...

so,...please ...
my sweet angel ...
rain my with your love ...
and let me love you ...
as my heart sees you...
and as my dreams ...
which it all ...
about you ...

hazem al..

It happens ...

Don't argue with roses...
about where they grow...
Wherever it found safety,...
that was it's home...

Suddenly...
something unexpected happens...
It comes at the glance of a pulse...
An eager eye...
And a shiver of peace...

Life still rewards me with its surprises...
The expectations I was waiting for
And now it is happening...
In front of my eyes.

That's why ...
I still wait...

hazem al ...

Day of love...

today ...
Was a talking to her...
Summarize...
All those conversations...
With a word I felt...
With no word...
And no lips...
whispered...

(I love you )...
She said it...
Breathily...
And with groans...
As it's like...
Scream screams...
It resonated...
my heart ...
And painted pictures...
I realized ...
And solved it...
My breath...
Because of a flavor it has...
The scent of love...
She said it...
Tenderly...
( I love you ) ...
Oh my poet...
And my soul mate...
Especially...

To start the day...
With me...
With an open heart...
honest ...
With desires to me...
To fall in love...
In the sea of my heart...
Which it created...
Actually...
Especially...
For her...

hazem al ...

lucky fountain...



Let's throw....

Our breath...

You and I ...

In the fountain of luck...

So, may ...

We have...

Get a wish..

Brings our hearts together...

with nice to meeting...

Where the lips sip...

Some of it's...

After a cup of coffee...

our breath gets to share...

In the forest of love...

Without anyone there...

only...

You...

And me...

And the embrace of lips...

To live all day...

The most wonderful kisses...

To take us...

To a new another world...



So come on, my love...

Breathe your breath away...

And spread it...

To conjure me...

As you where all night...

For my dream...

a nice meeting...



come sweetheart...

i'm waiting you...



hazem al ...

Stick to me ...

Two naked bodies...
And looks of longing...
And a flame of breath...
And groaning sounds...
And touches that make the soul ignite...
O ,...
I wish you so...
don't you want to...
So...
Come closer...
More close...
Don't be shy,...
For I see...
The sparkle of desire in your eyes...
Oh , yes...
your body, woman...
Everything that incites excitement...
Is the details of your femininity...
It ignites a fire in my mind and drives it crazy...

Come and stick to me...
And let me melt next to you...
And kiss me madly...
Because my lips intend to embrace you...
Bring me closer to you...
So that I can recite my madness over your body...
Let us melt together to forget space and time...

Yes sweetheart...
Stick to me...

Hazem al ...

State of love ...

in my heart for you ...
state of love ...
and the constitution of loyalty ...
and a great nation of longing ...
that never calm down ...
and ,,,
if love could speak ...
it surely will  pronounce with ...
the most beautiful words of love  ...
and an adoration for you ...

and ...
If the heart has a tongue ...
it would tell you ...
that you owned the heart ...
and it's beats ...
to become ...
the most beautiful beats ...
in every second ever...
with a great melody ...
as a national anthem ...
for our state of love ...

hazem al ...

I confess ...

and yes ...
I confess ...
despite of all this love ...
that we were shared ,...
despite of all the promises of stability, ...
i knew I will go on the road alone, ...
sadly and with confused ...
i will answer all questions alone, ...
and I will dream again alone, ...
and i knew that ...
you would leave my heart ...
and take off my hands lonely again , ...
however, ...
i did not ever ...
waste a single moment ...
of love with you ...

I confess sweetheart  ..,
that ...
i was not one of those ...
who entered the heart with love ...
But ...
and believe me ...
whoever sees your eyelids falls in love ...

yes i fell to you ...
and yes ...
i confess ...

hazem al ...

The revolution of imagination...

I may not be able to keep you by my side...
and I don't have the strength to make you my destiny...
But,...
i have a heart that I will keep you in...
forever...

there is an exceptional relationship...
between you and me...
i can't find a name for i ...
but it is...
an irrevocable covenant...
it is  a revolution...
and a volcano of love ...

and i am so lucky...
that i don't have any wish...
because i just have you...
always inside my heart...

hazem al ...

Need a hug ...

just need now ...
a hug ...
to turn off ...
the fires of nostalgia ...
that lives  ...
inside me ...
because ...
of my needs for you ...
and with every day ...
after midnight ...
i get drunk ...
while i'm reading  ...
your letter's wine ...
and with every letter ...
which you write ...
i imagining you ...
as you take me off ...
with every word ...
piece  after piece ...
until  my body ...
get drunk ...
all the night ...
with a needs ...
to be hugged ...
as your lovely words ...
hugged my body all ...

hazem ...

No more words ...

my darling...
who I think of day and night..
it's you ...
you light up my life...
since i knew you ...
to change my whole life...
simply i adore you...
with no why ...
why couldn't we have met before..
before so many years ...
we could have shown...
our feelings physically...
not as an internet feelings..
as we do now ...
It doesn't seem real for you...
what I am feeling at the moment...
but,...
i feel you ...
and hope you feel
as i do ...

I try to find the words my love..
to tell you how I feel ..
but words cannot explain...
what i hold inside...
I just need to show you...
to feel the same as I do...
what I am feeling inside ...
is so over than i can write ...
I feel like crying...
but ...
I just thank god ...
that I have met you...
throw all my dreams ...

yes sweetheart ...

I adore you so much...

and feel so excited ...
just when I see your name ...
on any of my site...

If this isn't love...
then what is???...

Ana bahebek..
and you know this well ...
from your heart ...
i know ...

darling ...
may god strike me dead ...
if I am lying to you...

nothing i need ...
just to believe ...
love you ...

is this enough ...
i have no more words ...

hazem al ...

Congratulations O heart ...

Congratulations to my heart ...
it's a lucky heart ...
because it ...
loves only you ...
and well done to my eyes ...
that it ...
don't see anyone ...
it only sees you ...
and congratulations to my soul ...
it never hugged any another soul ..
just only yours ...
as my lips and mouth ...
are lucky also too ...
it never kissed anyone than you ...

Congratulations to you ...
yes sweetheart ...
you are the only lady ...
who made me dance ...
dance crazily ...
only with you ...

hazem al...

There really is no justice...

i fear from a reproach ...
that will be understood as a hatred ...
and fear from a silence ...
that may understood as a neglect ...
and from a some words ...
may i be regret on ...
and ...
from a leaving ...
may it hurt me in a next day ...
and fear to be also ...
as remains in a name only ...
Oh sweet readers ...
how i could tell ...
who i love ...
that i miss her so ...
and my life ...
is empty without her ...
yes dears ...
my this long silence is ...
full of words ...
but my pen fails to write  ...

hazem al ...

Your eyes ...

the conversations of your eyes ...
it only reads the mutterings of my heart ...
before my pen write ...

what that fate,...
that makes me always ...
live within you ...
and what that madness ...
which occupies the spaces inside me ...
to Pour you , as the honey ...
for my heart ...

O beloved of the heart ...
I need you ...
and need your breathes...
as my needing ...
to be alive ...

yes my sweetheart ...

hazem al ...

A dumb pen...

And contain me now...
A love's vocabulary...
It runs into me...
Between...
My mind and heart...
And my pen failed on...
To write...
Despite my insistence on it...
It stands confused...
On the first line...
Mutely...
With no power...
It doesn't know...
How to run...
And how it could...
To bleed...
With ink...
Those feelings...
that ...
It contains me...
With this all love...
So,...
Did you realize now...
How much...
My feelings overflowing...
With its depth...
That makes my pen...
Fail to write ...

Hazem...

Let me inside ...



sweet angel ...

Breathe me in ...

to live deep within me ....

and to let me live inside you ...

forever and ever ...

to keep giving me a drink ...

from the water of your love ...

with no enough ...

to ask for ...

just to keep ...

asking more and more ...



breathe me sweetheart ...

keep me so deep ...

into your heart ...

and let me write ...

within my tongue ...

my name ...

on the whole ...

of your wall's heart ..

to keep saying my name ...

with every breathe you take ...



hazem al ..

Dance...



Dance, my love...
There , where...
As you are now...
With the most beautiful dance...
As you always did...
In your fantasy...
And sway...
Like a dairy branch...
Among the flowers...
As if...
My eyes sees...
Your **** dance...
And be more...
while your body...
Coquette...
With your gorgeous body...
With coquettishly...
Until ...
You hear from me...
My groans...
To feel...
As if...
You are...
Between my arms...
While we...
Dancing together...
On playing sweet tunes...
We both created...
Within our crazy bodies...
From the pulse of the body...



Hazem al...

Still waiting you ...

In your absence...
The earth smells of longing for you...
The sky is filled with the fragrant scent of you...
And my soul pours rain on your heart...
And I look for you in the corners...
I ask longings about you...
And longing brings me to you...
I miss you so much...
When you are gone,...
darkness surrounds me...
And fear lives in my veins...

Waiting ...
please ,...
don't be late ...
I'm really ...
Waiting for you ...

hazem ...

Looking for you ..


I'm looking for a lover ...

If she came...
the sun because of her shine ...
If she whispered...
I be as a poem's love on her papers ...
If she sang ...
the roses of heaven were her lovers ...
if she was silent...
the Jasmine rained from her eye ...
And if I'm sad...
she try hard to make me happy ...

I'm looking for a lover ...

when I see her...
my eyelids embrace her eyes ...
to whisper to me...
with all the words of love on her lips ...
to miss her...
even in the moments of meeting her ...
even if I am gone...
my love to her runs in her heart forever ...


I'm looking for a lover...
not any lover ...
and I don't want any love...
except your love...
because I find myself with you...
and with you...
I put my heart...
free only for you

hazem al....

Confused waiting...

In front of the stove nozzle...
I sit ...
and the wind outside my window ...
crazy runs ...
for no reason ...
with currents ...
flying around ...
with everything it's going through ...
as it like ...
vomiting  ...
from my feelings of longing ...
which that ...
went crazy ...
and it caught fire ...
fire of longing ...
with eagerness inside ...
because of my waiting ...
waited for so long ...
and from the howling of my breath...
and my high groans ...
while i'm calling you...
To meet...

Hazem...

Love is a feeling ...

Love is not just a words...
taken from songs...
and it is not stones...
used to build a palace of illusions...
Love is a feeling in a heart's one....
that fears for you.....
It gives you a smile...
when the world is cruel to you...
love also is ...
a look that settles you in the paradise...
of unknown fantasies...
Love is a feeling ...
that makes you...
the most important person...
in your lover’s life..

this is the love ...
that i seek ...
and care for ...

hazem ...

( Amal Hayaty ) ...

the hope ...
is a long look ...
at the sky ...
with a heart speaks to Allah ...
says ,, Oh Allah ...
with a trust ...
that Allah will hear ...
and will never let a person down ...

the hope ...
as long as there is hope ...
in our hearts ...
we will achieve the dream ...
which we always dream about ...
and we will move forward ...
and difficulties ...
will never stop us in our paths ...
if we really believe ...
in our hope ...

it's the hope ...
and you are my hope ...

( Amal Hayaty ) ...

love you ...

hazem al...

Tonight ...
i want you ...
the bride with me ...
with you ...
to build a palace...
and a happy life...
as always i dreamed ...
about it with you ...
Yes, my dear ...
tonight ...
i want you ...
only you ...
from among ...
of all the women ...
in this world ...
to be my bride ...
for all life...

Tonight ...
with you ...
love will be..
from heart to heart ...
until ...
our souls lives...
and feel ...
the pleasure's body ...

Hazem...

Sweetheart ...
my only love ...
as i always ...
telling my heart ...
about you ...
that you will be ...
into my heart ...
always and forever ...
as a flower whose it's leaves ...
will never wither ...
and every day ...
will be as a spring ...
all years ...
and it will never know ...
about season called autum ...
yes my angel ...
i'm saying those words ...
with all of my strength ...
that i have ...
and from the depth of my heart ...
my heart , which it beats ...
because of you ...

yes ...
i adored you ...
and still ..
on my love ...
only for you ...

hazem al ..

The dreamer of you ...

and because i am ...
the dreamer of you ...
and you are always ...
to me ...
the dream ...
so, i keep ...
living you ...
every morning ...
while i sip ...
my coffee ...
getting back ...
your image ...
and all the details ...
with all its events ...
about you ...
just to be ...
for all my day ...
as reality ...
as you were ...
the realistic beauty ...
embodied...
into the dream ...
with the purity of your soul...
and the body...
in gardens...
of my dreams ...


good morning ...

hazem al ...

Chaste soul ...

And from the chastity of her soul...
it was covered in a robe...
as dress that seems...
about the beauty of her soul...
as her identity...
her morals...
as a ****** female...
non of a human's hands ..
touched her ..
and not even...
the eyes...
won her ..
except when...
i met her...
and in words...
my words...
i touched her...
from the bottom of my heart...
it were like arrows...
to soothe her...
in confidence...
for feelings...
of me..
she felt in...
to be then...
for my arms...
as a hugs...
and for my lips...
the first touched...
then to became...
the princess of my heart...
so far...
since I met her...
until , till now...

hazem al ..

Painful ...

It is really painful ...
to write words for someone ...
you want her ...
to read what hurts you ...
then ...
she ignores your writing ...
But the most painful ...
is ...
that someone who ...
doesn't know you ...
will read it ...
and will feels you ...
and will say ...
i got your feelings ...
and your words ...
hurt me ...
as well , as i felt within ...

i was writing ,,,
for her ...
and others ...
were reading ...
and my words became ...
a haven for those ...
who read it ...
and became the one ,,,
who i wrote for her ...
sees and don't realize ...
until ...
i killed all my words ...
inside ...

hazem al ...

Brain's pen...

never to stop...
my imaginations about you...
with every night come...
i get you into my bed...
to make with you...
from memories...
that we talked...
a great novel...
with endless pages...
within my brain...
that writes...
because of...
the heart...
which it beats...
cause of you...
to make me...
every night...
drawing you...
with me...
with my...
brain's pen...
into my bed,,,

wish you could feel...
wish you read...
my craziness about you...

hazem al ...

Take off, shyness ...

Take off, my love...
The robe of shyness...
Be naked within...
In spirit and body...
And come to me...
To burn together...
Our mouths...
With rut's kisses...
Until we wear...
The cover's love...
With our bodies...
To get together...
It's warm...
And feels...
After a madness...
Of kisses...
From me and you...
Wherever landed...
Our lips...
it's traveling...
Until scatters from us...
the smells of love...

So come on, my love...

Hazem...

Heart's dwellers ...

the heart's dwellers ...
and the soul ...
they are ...
so few ...
So ,...
they don't leave the memory ....
nor the soul and heart ...
even they stay always ...
between eyes ...
however eyes gets close ...
the lover ...
keep painting ...
a beloved face ...
which stayed ...
into the heart ...
no matter ...
how the distance ...
is far ...
nor ...
how long time passed ...

it's because ...
you are ...
the dweller ...
to my soul and heart ...

hazem al ...

I'v danced ...

on your body ...
sweetheart ...
with my crazy imagine ...
i have danced on ...
the whole night ...
with my tongue ...
as we were ...
the real of reality ...
dipped deeply ...
to our love ...
while our moan ...
was as the great of melodies ...
played ...
as my tongue ...
runs on your body ...
while your soul flying ...
as it was in the sky ...
and your body happily ...
dances as my tongue do ...

yes my sweetheart ...
i kept with you ...
whole night ...
dancing on your body ...
with no stop ...

hazem al ...

Send me your smile ...

Good morning ...
sweet angel ...

share me your smile ...
to start my day ...
from morning ...
to night ...
to plant in me ...
a  happiness inside ...
and to keep me seeing ...
no one ...
only you ...
and your sweet smile ...

share me sweetheart ...
and send me ...
your beautiful smile ...
as my heart's beats ...
gets only alive ...
by your smile ...
and never to calm down ...
without your smile ...


hazem al ...

Fell in love ...

and now I have fallen
in the love of your eyes
in heedlessness..
and the law of love
it does not protect the foolish...
who fells ...
the world is far apart ...
and you are ...
the only close one ...
to my heart ...
no matter ...
how long distance apart ...
i fell
i'm falling ...
deep down ...
to you ...
my sweetheart ...

hazem al ..

If you ...


if you miss me,...
oh a far away lady ...
So,...
look for me on the shore of the unseen ...
where your brain know ...
where you exactly know ..
you will find my ghost ...
wandering seeking you ...
You will see me with the setting sun ...
waiting for you there with longing ...
and with the beautiful atmosphere of sadness ...
there and always ...
you will fine me alone ...
waiting for you ...
if you really miss me ...

what is the point ...
of getting away ...


hazem al ..

Lady of my heart ...

she told me
Pave me the words ...
I'm coming to you ...
and to your poem ...
so I told her
are you really coming ...
or it seems ...
my eagerness that i imagine ...
it to be seems ...
to see you ...
with every word i write ...
because of you ...
with of visions chimed ...
come  from every direction ...
to make me wandering ...
while  I'm still searching for your sky ...
since so many years ...

here i am ,,,
writing for you ...
and about you ...
so,...come ...
enter my poem ...
hurry ...
and do not leave ...
Come on, ...
give me your sweet tears of your eyes ...
to drink as it my wine ...
to keep writing you ...
in every poem i create ...

O lady of my heart ...
please , know that I am...
adore you ...
with all my heart ...
so, ...
please don't **** me ...

hazem al ...

Soul within heart ...

In the heart ...
there are some people ...
their position in the soul ...
does not change ...
If they are absent ...
for any reason ...
and no matter ...
for how long ...
or how much far ...
because ...
they are live with us always ...
and from them ...
we'v learned the loyalty ...
and honest ...
despite of no meet ...
But ...
honesty and purity ...
are the real communication ...
when is ...
soul by soul ...
from the deep of heart ...

hazem al ...

My needs ...

my lady ...
give me...
a little contemplation...
to create letters from your lips...
the sweetest words...
Just a few moments...
to drown...
into you...
and with this mouth...
just please ...
only seconds ...
to live happily ...
with your ...
breathes ...

do feel me ...
sweetheart ...
and do you feel ...
how my needs for you ...

it's my only wish ...
to be more ...
close to you ...

hazem al ...

O my love ...

O ...
Beautiful lover...
Inspiring of love...
dives in the kingdom of love...
overwhelmed by her feelings...
In the sea of ​​love ...
with her crazy passion ...
so deeply ...
with love lives in her heart ...
as she living always ...
with the heart of her lover ...
who means the whole world ...
for her ...

O my beautiful love ...

how could i write ...
the love by words ...
or to great a novel ...
by my pen ...
to all lovers ...
while you are ...
the pen to my feelings ...
which it never write ...
to any one than you ...
only it  runs ...
just for you ...
because you are ...
the lady who taught my ...
how to be lover of you ...

O my love ...

hazem a. ...