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 May 2014 Hannuh Jacey
Emily
When you love someone
And you make them cry
Nothing is worse
I'd rather die
15 words.

© Emily 2014
 May 2014 Hannuh Jacey
N M
Too Sexy
 May 2014 Hannuh Jacey
N M
My body is too **** for me.
I think God got a little carried away
when he created the contour of my curves
because I had too many Bs for a girl who only got As.
*****, **** and Brains they would say.
I got attention in class for assets I didn't know I had.
Society tells me this isn't so bad.

"You get such hot guys"
My new college friend told me
As if she knew I didn't deserve them.
"You're so ****"
boys would flatter
looking everywhere but my face.

I am an oversized sweater studier
Stuck in a **** tight dress world.
I wish I could say my triple Ds were batteries.
I'd rather have the power.
Words have never been more true than this,
If he honestly loves you, nothing will come between your kiss.
 May 2014 Hannuh Jacey
Quiet
I doodled butterflies on my arms, and pretended
they could fly into my veins, and they were named after
celebrities and friends and family, no not family
I let my butterflies
live, and they lived real lives while I,
I lived a life already dead i n s i d e
and I let the butterflies soar back onto my skin
after every shower scared them away.
I was a flower and they were perched on me,
they were pollinating my strength with kind words
and you're going to be okay
okay
because we love you
you're our flower and we are your butterflies
And you will be okay. So thank you,
Dear butterflies,
thank you for living.


r.c.
 May 2014 Hannuh Jacey
Rivelino
Fool
 May 2014 Hannuh Jacey
Rivelino
I never believed that I needed my feet on the ground
to grow wings.
 May 2014 Hannuh Jacey
Mason
Your words
don't billow or burst or charge or spill
from your lips

They drip
slow and burning and heavy with color
like candle wax.
Fell so hard
Fell so quick
Didn't ever think
That I would slip
Into love.

There was a surge of happiness
And a jolt of laughter
The constant kisses
The happily ever after

I would rest my head on your chest
And feel your delicate heartbeat
You would hold me in your arms
And you would be part of me

My heart always jumped
Whenever I saw you
This pounding thump
What has this come to?

Because you took that thump
And tried not to drop it
But lost interest
And instead you popped it

Then later the truth came
That I didn't mean anything
Because you loved someone else
And used me for many things

I stopped listening to the same music
Stopped reading my books
I was a walking corpse
You could tell from my looks

I had messed up hair
And black under eyes
My wrists had cuts
And so did my thighs

You were very vain
In thinking it was all for you
Little did you know
I had other problems too

You just added the last bit of snow
To the avalanche that planned
The incredible falling
Of the girl you had ******

But I am still living
I am still breathing
I'll never be the same
But I will be leaving

You don't know when it's coming
You don't know when I'll go
But I'll make sure I say goodbye
For my final act of my show

My leaving may not be dying
But leaving this god forsaken town
And traveling far away
Where in freedom, I'll drown
Old.
 May 2014 Hannuh Jacey
unstable
one day when all the thoughts of you have disappeared, when the pain in my heart has been reduced, I'll shoot you a smile. you'll see what I am, and what I've become due to all these trials and errors, due to all the times you broke me and tossed me away. you will finally understand that I am human too, and you treated me like I was nothing. I thank you for showing me that my existence is of no importance, but frankly, I had already known. I showed no intention, no infatuation, but you pulled it out of me. now I know how vulnerable I am. now I know my weaknesses, my flaws. all because you showed me I was already broken.
 May 2014 Hannuh Jacey
parallax
if i burn on the 26th of December you know who to blame for the arson
captured in a photo album of discarded items
i'll collect dust and you can keep collecting glowing coals

your knuckles are still white, months after the crash,
an outline of the steering wheel imprinted in your chest
the irony of a church next to a hospital and you still on your knees, praying for salvation

i'm forced to cry SANCTUARY in my own home
never-mind the pardon for sinners
confession means nothing in guilty hands
when he read your palms spelling M.U.R.D.E.R all you wanted was a ransom note stained with his cologne
but i'll wear his scent every day
and kiss the places where we'll create black holes

i hope you see a flower for what it really is
but what happens when your fits of "he loves me not" turn into a ****** battle with petals scattered across your bedroom floor
i promise he'll pull those petals back together, thanking each one for their fragility
'handle with care' could be written on every item i own and there would still be cause for you to throw them against a wall
after all, i'm here for you to shatter

you may not know my name, but i know yours
we were given two separate maps so please don't compare your scars to mine
my words may never move the ground beneath you, but i've realized that words don't always equal love
love is defined by the direction that our nerve endings reach, and who you dream about waking up next to
i've never been good with words, but i think i'm starting to understand what love is

so i'd like to congratulate your efforts as an earthquake
but my glass slippers are learning to withstand tremors
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