An emotionless pit of skin and bones
Sunken eyes and pupils made of stones
She can't hear the judgement or grief
silently she sits with stares of
Disbelief
she can't understand what she feels or
say what she thinks
Illiterate emotionally, unstable and drained of dignity
Sleeps so sound she can't even hear her
dreams
life continuously surrounds her;
yet she can't seem to slow down
she can't remember where the last place
her sanity was found
dug herself into the ground just struggling to breathe
too lost in her mind to find the time to grieve
An empty shell of the soul the she used to be.
And no one will be on the other side
*WAITING

"Babygirl, I never meant to hurt you"
but you always say that,
"Babygirl, if I would've known I would never have done it"
why lie?
"I never meant to make you feel unimportant"
but you did.
So, hears what I have to say
roses are dead violets are too im still in love just not with you,
you thought you hurt me,
and make me cry
but now i'm with this new girl
Simply because you have no class;
you can go ahead and kiss my ***
so sit around and talk your ****; ***** u and your little *** ****,
You think you can do better? cool story bro. I hope you get ****** from your new ***
you said you loved me and that wasn't true
Guess what, you got played too :)

You cannot break the broken, you can't live in the past, throw that memory away, you cannot let it stay, oh I wish I had the power to change every wasted hour, to knock down this growing tower under which I fearfully cower, in my ball of self regret.

             
                    I can remember:

                Tears that I have shed.

                 Lies that I have said.

                 Pain I have inflicted.

              Oh how I feel conflicted.


But know now this, for it is true, for all the things I can't undo, I'd never regret loving you.

Marry me.
Let’s spend our week nights eating cereal on the floor
When there is a perfectly fine table behind us.
We can go to the movies and sit in the back row
Just to make out like kids falling in love for the first time.

Marry me.
We’ll paint the rooms of our house
And get more paint on us than the walls.
We can hold hands and go to parties we end up
Ditching to drink wine out of the bottle in the bathtub.

Marry me.
And slow dance with me in our bedroom
With an unmade bed and candles on the nightstand.
Let me love you forever.

Marry me.