I think
I'm stupid
Ugly
Annoying
No one wants me here

But I'm too cowardly to do the deed
And leave this world forever

Yet you say
I'm beautiful
Sweet
Kind
And I should stay

And that it's cowardly to "run from my problems"
And leave this world forever


I think
It hurts too much
No one wants me
No one will help me
No one cares about me

But I'm too selfish to say goodbye
And leave this world forever

Yet you say
That the pain will pass
That you want me to stay
That you will help me up
That you care about me

And that it would hurt you if I "gave in"
And left this world forever

What I think
And you say,
Do not match

What my soul says
And my ears hear
Are very different

Someone must be lying
**And I think it might be you

I know you wanted your space,
You said it up my face
No worries my presence will erase
Leaving not even the slightest trace

You never needed me
I'm like a fish in the big blue sea
Unnecessary, Yes I agree
It's the best I could be

I'm useless to you,
If only I knew,
I could make an undo
Then you wouldn't have to ever be blue

Your happiness is mine
Regardless how much it hurts, I'm fine
Even if the truth is malign
Anything to see your smile, it's divine

This can't last forever
Even if we endeavour
The outcome after
Will always end up as never

I guess you weren't the right person
I'd only make your suffering worsen
I've got no purpose
As I'm such a burden

You deserve someone better
Someone more clever
Eliminates all risks of danger
Your one true lover

Move aside, let me put this mic to use
Your purpose on the stage is just to amuse
My next trick, some lyrical abuse

Pay attention now, no excuse
You think you're a bomb? Well I'll just defuse
Be a good sport and be in time for your curfews

I'm the captain, watch me navigate (Gorillaz reference)
Words to fabricate and rhymes to calibrate
Eradicate everything until you're forced to abdicate

If you're going against me, you'll need a magistrate
Activate the **** switch, we can't let him retaliate
Ready for arms men? It's time to annihilate

To me, this talent I have is innate
And you lack it, great.

Every single day from the a.m. to the p.m.
One should try his best and carpe diem
Just please listen to this requiem
I'll make it obvious so you can see 'em

Negative thoughts are diseases, it's rife
Hang on, what are you doing with that knife
Learn to make the most out of your life
Before you're ****** by the reaper's scythe

It's still your choice, I'm just voicing out my opinion
Take the Hobson's choice, and we'll rejoice.

Everyone has their one best friend,
Those who they fully depend.
There are other like me, who try to befriend.
Try really hard to blend.
Trust me, I don't pretend.
I don't portend,
I don't mean to offend
I don't want to contend.
A change won't ever impend.
There's no way to amend.
And I don't expect you to comprehend.
Everything seems to have an end.

But it won't ever end, if it never started.

You said that there's still a reason for me to live.
You said I meant something to you.
You said you understood.
You gave me your word that you will be there for me and fight for me no matter what happens.
But now. You left for a better life I guess.
Leaving me behind here alone.

All that's left is just a cutter.
And a sad soul.

Such a dissapointment when you defend someone for so long thinking they are different and they turn out to be like what everyone said.

Forever is a long time.
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side.