She got up this morning.
Sun shining through the blinds
She looked herself in the mirror
Something crossed her mind.

You weren't there to see her wake
She didn't see your smile
She feels she's not seen you
Are her days worthwhile ?

Headed to work today
Saw kids running through the hallway
Looked at her plans tomorrow
Glimpsed past plans that were narrow.

She goes to sleep at night
Preparing for the days ahead.
She turns and puts her hands on the empty bed.

She got up this morning
Sun shining through the blinds
She looked herself in the mirror
Something crossed her mind.

To whom it may concern
I have laid awake, wondering what it feels like to be alive.
Even if just a moment, suspended in time, so I could re-live it over again.
I have lived a life afraid to turn a page
Fearing my suicide may lie on the other side.
If I could steal every second of happiness, That you have had.
My burdens would rain on your shoulders 
And I would be whole, for the first time, in a long time. 
Sheltered in poverty, I have never had a thing
Pictures of a broken home lie around me
This foundation was built to collapse 
I sit on the outside looking in
A painful truth, hard to bear
I see you, for what you are
And I have nothing but a cold dead stare.
I don't know what I have left
Or what the world will do to me 
If I could write one last thing to you
It would read "this place has nothing left for me"

Once in a while you'd call me regret,
wonder out the door and lose your way outside.
But I'd wait by the window,
all morning and each unbearable night of limbo.
And when dawn broke through the window and
the light illuminated the trail on your skin;
you would appear on the doorstep ashamed and keen
on me.
I think it's now routine but I don't mind the times because
I've mapped love marks on the atlas of your skin knowing
you'll want to come back once you've seen the x marks the spot.

What's said is said
What's done is done
I didn't stop you from leaving
And now you're just plain gone

The world is in a dead awkward silence
everyone looked at the aggressive brutality and cruel violence
They wondered to themselves how did they get here
without even realising there were people pulling their strings like a masquerade puppeteer

Can you imagine a world without anything but just broken gravel?
Living in fear of just catching nothing but just the common cold rattle
Growing up to learn the destroyed world and be nothing but just to grow old..
Change the time of you which you live in now
technology just complicates our lives and our true knowledge

Before everything just becomes nothing but bitterness and displease
will it then maybe shock you? And come ten times worst as respiratory disease

ZOMBIES, ZOMBIES!**
Run away and hide,
before they come and eat us all alive!!!

They want our brains
and will leave us with nothing but dead rotting remains

The raın drops fall on the brown autumn leaves,
The sound of natures anımals as the bırd sıngs.
The sunlıght shınıng on the sunflowers that wıll only bloom ın sprıng...