nevaeh

nevaeh Oct 2020

october

we are
all the colors
in the sky
at dawn
in october

we fell in ♥ in october

nevaeh Oct 2020

a teen dream
of love and lust
of hope and trust

stereotypes
cliches
all the juicy good stuff
living a story
making it real

nevaeh Oct 2020

crazy

my hair today
is a very good rep
for my soul:

inconsistent
damp
and crazy as ****

i hate my hair it's curly in some spots but not consistently enough to actually be considered "curly"

#hair

nevaeh Oct 2020

all in

without a doubt

i was going to kiss you first thing tomorrow morning but i don't want to scare you and/or embarrass you in front of your friends so...

nevaeh Oct 2020

gossip girl

how did i go from
so quiet to so loud

its hard to believe
there used to be people
that didn't know my name

not really a bad thing just a thing

nevaeh Oct 2020

an insecurity

so basically
sometimes
it kinda feels
like
maybe
you're making excuses
to not be with me

which is stupid
and (most likely) not true

but if it is,
it's okay
you don't have to want to be with me
we can still be friends
just say that you don't
want me
if you don't

i have like, attachment issues or something so you have to remind me like every 2 seconds that you love me or i get paranoid.in hindsight this is probably something i should work on.

nevaeh Oct 2020

non-toxic

you make me happy

the things those people are defining as "toxic"
are things that i also am.

emotionally unstable?
***** same
narcissist?
me too
"more trouble than he's worth"
so am i

you don't make me feel like a ****** person
you don't force me to do or be anything i don't want
you aren't any more "toxic" than i am.

you are delightfully perfect
(in my eyes)
just the way you are.

https://quiz.anewmode.com/a-new-mode-quiz/#quiz=toxic-relationship-quiz&type=result&id=13945651 see i took an online quiz those things are always right.