Grasping for air my lungs filled with water
Tearing through the foil of lakes rippling waters
I’m drowning
As if I haven’t swim through here before
As if I hadn’t heard the angry waters roar
I’m drowning
Nobody on the surface to help me out
Everybody on the surface to see me drown
I’m dead

The word they whisper in my ear
They say so nobody else could hear
Innocent
But would you call the clean cuts on someone’s wrist innocent?
Would you call the the screaming in their head as they wish they were dead innocent?
Innocent
How about their body being pressed against another mans junk
As they say stop it and he said it was just a “hug”
Innocent
As innocent as the day I sent nudes and the whole school got a hold of them
Yeah I guess I am innocent

If you're feeling flooded by what has happened
Remember that the water dies down eventually

If you're feeling empty because nobody has loved you
Remember that there is 80 billion people in this world

If you're feeling ashamed about something you've done
Remember that you're not the only one

If you're staying up late missing someone
Remember that you have to go through several people to find the one

All will be alright
And nothing easy
Pain is constant
And it makes you feel ******

Not a dream but a wish
Not a dream but a kiss
I wish I may I wish I might open up some doors tonight
I wish I may I wish I might for once in my life not have to fight