I think you refuse me simply because I don’t give you any reasons to. I told you I didn’t care about your past or about your afflictions I told you that I would accept your flaws and show you love because of them. I told you that I would respect you unlike anyone who you’ve known.
And yet now I’m the imperfectd counterpart of whom can’t receive love.
I guess I’m oxymoronic. Because I’m so eager to accept the flaws of people who won’t accept mine.
Flowers and petals cover my pain. The sound of your voice drives me insane. You I won't miss. As you ******* a kiss. Go ahead throw my heart down the drain.
I wish I could find the words to explain The feeling inside my head more than pain Suffeting,hot flushes, this hangovers insane The stupid things I said lastnight, I could not contain
Try to drinking strong coffee Between the dry heaves Try to enjoy the taste Before contents up and leaves **** you dependencies Taking my moments like thieves Leaving nothing but chaos And wine stains on my sleeves
Tried to sleep it off And avoid everyone Keep curtains closed Hide from the sun Read back through messages See the webs I have spun Palm to my face What the **** have I done?!