Love is about giving up



Giving in



Letting go



Only warm sacred sea through wild promises



Under the naked light



Together we devour the soul



Remember the kiss with a moist fear



Whispers under the tree



Worshipping the soft breeze



Embrace explore me



I shall soak with a gentle heart



Hanging on to the sweetness of the night



Painting drunk harmony



Trying to make it right



Passion imagining the moment



Through wild pain



When young hearts are shattered my life is long



I lay in bed your so far away from me



Where did it go?



What has happened to my once vibrant soul?



As I turn away the days seem to collect



A  little corner of my heart



Tucked away like a broken piece of glass



Laying shattered laying last



Let me cry



Let me sorrow



Let it go away

There is a heaven that only I know exists

It's early in the morning

When everything is fresh and new

I step outside and inhale the soil of the earth

My search for you

Maybe over there in the flowers you are  

Or the new grass all bright and tall

Do you hear me whisper your name ?

Sometimes in the evening I can feel you in the rain

When your gone so far away

I just ask you to remember me

I'll do the same

You are like everything I have ever needed,wanted or desired

Like the 4th of July

Or  a cool soothing rain

You are the reason I exist

The sun that sets way up in the sky

Your my dream come true

Almost to good to know

Its like Christmas every single day

I shall let you unwrap me discover what it means

I let you live in me

See inside my heart

The wind tickles across my face as I step out into the winter night

Your arms embrace me

Making  me need you more

You sleep so peacefully I watch your eyelashes against your skin

Fall in love with you all over again

Wake up in our babies arms

I dont wish for you to be any different then you already are

I will shout I love you from the highest mountain top

I am the luckiest girl

The stars in the sky couldnt make me any happier and

Your the reason why

Delicious beauty burns about
Kissing the shadows frantically
Void only time when bare winds blew
Smooth winter stars
Irons out the cool rusted lies spoken
I am behind my sadness
Heave about my madness
A soul that dont exist
Whisper sad nothings underneath the moon

The wind often combs my hair
I forget everything
When I find it I lose it again
I laugh loud
Burp like a man
Walk like a baby giraffe when I'm drunk in my heels
Jump in mud puddles
Catch the bigger fish
Leave the cap off the toothpaste
But you believe I hold the stars
This will always be a mystery to me

Somewhere in time

The truth is where its at

All of these moments

Perhaps were rare and that's that

When I try and discover the matter of it all

All I seem to find is nothing at all

So I ask myself so softly is this really worth it

Do I continue to struggle to prove whats meaningful

I may judge

I may be abrupt

Yet I manage to hold my soul inside my hands

Not letting it go

Hey  where did you come from?
Not this town you have to be wrong
I know everyone here
Yeah that’s right
I’m a know it all
This little town belongs to me
Excuse me what did you say?
Trust me I wish I could go away
This is not the home I intended it to be
I wish I was home
I don’t belong here in this small town
Away from my friends away from me
I have not seen myself in many years

She ran to him with open arms spilling her soul of all it contains

She forgot about the laughter and focused on the tears

He was like old tumbleweeds in the dry desert heat

She was vibrant, fresh and sweet like wild flowers in the wind

A carefree soul that had mesmerizing eyes

His eyes never seem to reveal truth

Sadistic and cold afraid of ones soul

Not knowing what to do floating to the skies

She desired passion a simple touch

Or a unspoken word that meant a thousand things

To not be lonely at night that when you lay there

All you can do is chase the moon

My puritan my Romeo sort of speak

The man who makes one weak

This war that invaded all that I represent

And took away all the things I once believed

No sense of belonging

I'm hollow

Nothing exists inside of me

Dried wild flowers tumbling throughout the desert

Desolate and distant I cant seem to find myself

You told me so young that pills make you better, I'm thirty nine and still not better
From seizure medicines, to Zoloft, to sleeping pills, and downers my head is unwinding

I became an introvert, paranoid. That girl is smiling, want to go home where it
is quiet. Sent to a program to cope with interpersonal relationships

The only thing is the medicines make me gain weight
Sleep is the only thing that I do right


Check ups are always fun, are you taking your medicines? The right answer is always yes.
How are your moods? I have none Yes I'm taken my pills add this and increase this.

At home always nagged for forgetting my pills so I do as I'm told.
Have some Lithium it likes to eat the liver, have some Zoloft, Effexor and more.

Another day, Did you take your  pills? Yes I did in fact I swallowed them all
I filled my cup, made a hysteria soup. Did you take your pills?

You told me so young that pills make you better, I'm thirty nine and still not better
From seizure medicines, to Zoloft, to sleeping pills, and downers my head is unwinding

I became an introvert, paranoid. That girl is smiling, want to go home where it
is quiet. Sent to a program to cope with interpersonal relationships

The only thing is the medicines make me gain weight
Sleep is the only thing that I do right


Check ups are always fun, are you taking your medicines? The right answer is always yes.
How are your moods? I have none Yes I'm taken my pills add this and increase this.

At home always nagged for forgetting my pills so I do as I'm told.
Have some Lithium it likes to eat the liver, have some Zoloft, Effexor and more.

Another day, Did you take your  pills? Yes I did in fact I swallowed them all
I filled my cup, made a hysteria soup. Did you take your pills?

Look at her she don't fit
What is she wearing?
Look at that shirt
**** girl, where you shop? Wherever it is you need to stop
If people knew or took the time to ask
I would say my mothers about to pass
You think you need that tag on your shirt?
Make sure its exposed
Whats wrong with wearing a shirt and saying this is my mothers?
She wore it to chemo to keep her warm
I would rather wear my mothers because its covered in love


Why does a young girl feel she don't belong?
Getting bullied because others think she looks like a boy
While she walks home she hears loud  whispers  *****, ****
As she looks in the mirror she, feels she has a contagious disease
The hurt don't leave when school is over
In fact it continues all over

There was a girl with black skin and ***** hair
Her dad was a lawyer for a secure firm
But she is black, remember
She tries to erase her color
Hides her eyes, so nobody can see what's inside
Although she is brilliant
But won't speak in class
I ask why?

There a little girl with freckles, and green eyes
Hair beautiful, and crimson that her daddy would brush her hair
As she looks at herself in such a different way
Trying to pick all the freckles away
Now there are visible scars that visit everyday
All because of what one person had to say

I invite you to penetrate your mind
We become passive, sit back with time
Hoping that prejudices go away
That schools send your children home with eternal bruises on their soul
Budgets are made that doesn't help
Children need a confidant
Kids killing kids, I ask why?
They feel so angry and resentful
Words and actions that should of never be applied
We  need to educate our youth
Give them hope, teach them empathy, and pride
The ones that have Autism, mental illness and such, don't leave them by the wayside
Don't sort people by the color of their skin
God cradled all of us, defined and created all of us
So tell me why we can't see eye to eye
I invite you into the beauty in your heart

Cutting benefits for the veterans
Have they not done there time?
They can't rewind history, or bring back fallen friends
As a grandfather tells his story
With tears behind his eyes handing down his purple heart to his grandson
Who to is going into the military
21 guns, and Folded flags I ask why?

Did you know I belong to you?
The  river that runs deep is drowning me  
This heart of mine is yours
In this anguish when everything is crumbling down
You can listen to the sound of my voice
I will take you there
Your inconceivable  I can’t get enough
The gentleness of your hands
The feeling of you bare
I’m a prisoner in this
Are you letting me go ?
Is it that simple to let it be ?
I need to look into those eyes as I enter you
I beg you I plead
When did you think its alright to jeopardize my soul?

Boundless dusk above forsaken intuitions
Stones with ancient seeds
Yet the roots can breathe
The earthly exuberance                                                       ­                       
The naked secret of our song
That manipulates my tounge
Redden from you and I
The contact of our lips
Simulating my hunger for your groin
The nerves of my vertebrates  harbor your weight
As my breast shudder from your touch
Primal delicious desires
I thirst for  the fluids of your flesh

With nurture and greed
I moisten your fingers
Help you find my sensitive  pearl
Relishing the trail of the garden of youth
Primal delicious desires explode in need
Delicate softness of my mystical place
Lifting my body with much response
As my fingers dance, pinch and **** at my peaks
Repeatedly as you   ****** me
I gasp and beg for your caress
I shudder as I chase my wave
Reaching as I whimper into a ******

Simulating my hunger for your groin
Inflaming my pores
I enlarge you ever so slow
Working my hands holding you from behind
One swift lick of your rigid flesh
You pull in a lungful of air
Your hot flesh started to grow
I ease you into my mouth
Circling as you keep the pace
Against me you put me in deep
The sweet taste of you makes me weak
Intense intervals underneath
Between your thighs

Intoxicating the very layers of my juice
I enlarge you once again
Moist and ready
I open my sweetness just for you
As I arch down onto you
Your hands rest on my hips
I begin to feel my flower grow
A whispering rouse escapes from my lungs
We flow inside each another
Deeper in my heat
Your aggressive arousal
Provoking me to quiver
The barrier surrenders to you and I
Vivid blossoms of tranquil harmony
Through the gateway of my womanhood


As you nurish the nutrients you covet for
My protruding pale pink buds
Plump with need
I'd hollow out to place you inside
I'd linger in this universe to pave your delicious desire
As you surrender  pushing me down
You penetrate my mouth once again
As you reclaim my mouth soft and pink

Your just one more addiction
That I’m not willing to take
If I swallow you down will I fall to the floor?
If I inject you into my veins would I thrive?
If I inhale the scent of you in a fine line
Would I bleed and would my tears dry?
Your just one more addiction that I can’t fake
The taste of you I could drink all day
Make me sober making me mad
As I hit the main line I need more
One look into your eyes I get hungry
I yearn for more
Swimming inside of myself
Drowning into you
Don’t know if I can survive another lie
Your just a risk that I can’t take

Art is what pieces of me
Pieces of junk
My soul scattered laying on the floor  
Can’t see what’s real
You can’t make sense of what I have to say
I need to try and speak
Turn me inside out
Explore all that I need

What is a dream and what is real ?
I can’t understand the truth
Desire me or tolerate me
Fragile interior allows me
Reality don’t unsettle me it’s the unseen
As I come down from my insomnia high
I’m just a displaced trace of nothing that is shy