Five years ago today you departed this earth
5 years, 5 months, 5 minutes, 5 seconds, they all conjoined instantaneously, so conveniently
I don't recall the day of the week , the time of the day
Although I memorized the confines of your face, your rugged unwavering hands
Your guttural voice often immigrates within my head
When I soul search, I look for you
The fading air that I begged you could take
Fretfulness settled into the restristed room, submerging into wetlands
Incomprehensible grief as we bathed in tears
Prayers were addressed to our ears
Gentle brushes against your skin just to feel your warmth
I thought what is the sound of a heartache?
Because I knew at that moment even sorrow knew grief
Having no words for my own mother who lost a son
Knowing that there were three brothers and now one is gone
Recognizing how delicate brothers can be, yet unbreakable
I envision you discovering fistfuls of copper
A sacred river that delivers peace and there's berries to pick
With sawdust on your fingertips and a smile upon your face
The fish are always biting, and you can always hunt deer
Rings of kaleidoscope colors paint the sky, calmly on the shore
Miss you Dave so very much.