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297 · Aug 2014
Untitled
Fel Aug 2014
Funny thing is,
I miss you more now
Not having seen you in over two hours,
Than I did
On Sunday night
Not having seen you in over two months
Why is this so?
294 · Jan 2014
Haiku no. 7
Fel Jan 2014
Victory is  but
Bittersweet, in the sense that
This high will come down.
Eventually, it always will.
288 · Feb 2014
Another Update (10 w)
Fel Feb 2014
I asked him.



He said yes.



I can fly away,
If you're following my writings, you'll know what I'm talking about.
If not, go read The One or The Other, and then read An Update.
283 · Mar 2014
Nothing
Fel Mar 2014
Nothing
Nothing
I feel nothing

I used to feel something
But now I feel nothing

I used to feel butterflies
Than I felt acid
And now there's nothing

I don't know why
You didn't hurt me or anything

I guess I just thought too much
Maybe I thought I wasn't good enough for you

Yeah
It's probably that

And that's fine
I'm used to it
I don't want to plague you with my presence
I'm not what you need
And that is fine

Because I feel nothing.
Just trying to define how I feel. And guess what....
281 · May 2014
Church Dances
Fel May 2014
Girls' choice songs ****
Cause the one I want to ask

He's not here.
Literally happens every time.
280 · Feb 2014
And Yet Again...
Fel Feb 2014
Could you not be the
Other one I crave for?
Because if **** happens, I'm afraid
You're the only one who'll get hurt.
280 · Aug 2014
7/24/14
Fel Aug 2014
Sometimes, those who wear a
             sign saying, "I'm righteous!"
are anything but.
279 · Mar 2014
Untitled
Fel Mar 2014
Poetry
Poetr
Poet
Poe
Po
P
Pl
Ple
Plea
Plea
Pleas
Please
Please?
275 · Jan 2014
Haiku no. 6
Fel Jan 2014
The big and loud bands
Magnificent with their sound
But could not compare
274 · Jul 2018
J
Fel Jul 2018
J
I wish that the version of you
that lives inside my head
were real
271 · Mar 2014
A 10 Word Poem to Myself
Fel Mar 2014
God, Felicia
Make up your **** mind!
Seriously.
Enough's enough.
I just can't understand myself sometimes
270 · Feb 2014
Thirteen Words For You
Fel Feb 2014
Don't
You
Dare
****
This
Up
For
Me
Cause
I'm
About
To
Shine.
270 · Mar 2014
Untitled
Fel Mar 2014
I want to feel you
I want to put my hands all over you
And touch your skin
And feel your bones
And kiss your scars
And every little identifying mark
And mark you with my kisses
As to let others know you're mine

I want to feel your warmth
As it warms my fingertips
As they drum across your body
Finding a melody
Played in my mind
Just for you

I want to count your freckles
Count the little kisses on your skin
Those little angel's kisses
The ones I would've given you
If I were even a tad graceful

I want to feel you
Understand you
See into your mind
Travel through your soul

But don't touch me
God, no
Do not lay your hands on me
I'm too feverish
I don't deserve you
I don't deserve your touch
You're far too worthy
You'll get your hands *****
On my wretched skin
That's blackened with the ink of my sins
No, no
Don't touch me
The ink will get on your white robes
You don't need that
You don't need me

But I need you.
I have no idea what the hell this is supposed to be. I wanted to put this feeling I have into words, but it always turns up ******. Oh well...
269 · Feb 2014
Confession no. 2
Fel Feb 2014
I don't take risks.

I like to play it safe
If I know how the end is
I'll usually take it
I don't normally do new things
I just don't
I'm afraid to fail at anything
But if I do fail
I end up not caring
It's a process I have
I never thought about it til now
But it's true.

See,
I know a girl
She's in band with me
And she is the most
Determined *******
I have ever seen.
I swear to God
She just doesn't stop trying
And she fails
Every. Single. Time.
She probably has
A time or two
Actually gotten what she was after
But ****
If I had but
A mustard seed
Of the determination
That she has,
Man,
I could rule the world!

But the thing she does
That I don't do
Is try.
Simply try.
I am given chances to do things
Try new things
Meet new people
Do things I've never done before
But I never take it up
I never take the chance
I flake it off
And stay home instead

So I think
Starting now
I'm going to try more.

I'm going to challenge my courses
I'm going to learn those instruments
I'm going to get better at what I do
I'm going to become ambidextrous
I'm going to define my style
I'm going to travel the world
I'm going to New York
I'm going to do all these things

Yet I'm still not going to take a chance with you.



Old habits die hard, after all.
269 · Jan 2014
Haiku no. 5
Fel Jan 2014
I wish that you'd see
The deeper dark part of me
And not be frightened.
265 · Jan 2014
Serious Questions
Fel Jan 2014
What if I told you I was dying?
What if I told you my heartbeats were numbered?
What if I told you I'm counting my last breaths?
What if I told you my hourglass is almost out?

How would you feel?
Would you feel bad?
Would you feel glad?
Would you feel guilty?

What would you do if I died?
Would you right all your wrongs?
Would you come back to church?
Would you just not care?

I need to know
I need to know
I need to know
I NEED TO ******* KNOW.



So why don't you tell me,
Before its a reality?
264 · Aug 2014
8/26/14 5:54 AM
Fel Aug 2014
You have no idea just how many times I've decided
        to give up on you, only to have you smile at me,
        and I would remember why I was trying so hard
        in the first place.
260 · Oct 2014
10w
Fel Oct 2014
10w
I wish I could write poetry

Without writing about you.
Sorry guys. You all probably didn't follow me to see me ***** about some boy
258 · Apr 2014
Concrete 10w
Fel Apr 2014
you        are
much  much  more
thanjustanother
p  r  e  t  t  ­y
f a c e
<3
It's meant to be in the shape of a heart if you couldn't tell :)
253 · Apr 2014
Finding Out
Fel Apr 2014
It's weird
How when we talk
I always ask you questions
Like
"Do you like your job?"
Or
"What was your math teacher last year?"
Cause I want to know more about you
But you ask me questions too
Like
"Why do you change the subject so much?"
Or
"Why are you getting defensive?"
Or the classic,
"Why do you stop right in the middle of all your sentences?"
Cause you want to get under my skin
I can tell
You want to see
What cracks me
What breaks me
What makes me cringe
But that's ok--
I'm the same exact way!

The only difference
Is
What will you do with that information?
When I meet someone, I like to find out their insecurities right away, cause if they're someone who I think is pretty special, I want to make sure I don't talk about touchy subjects with them, or do things that make them uncomfortable. I want to know that kind of stuff so I can avoid breaking the person down.
However, with knowing these things, you could also cause a lot of damage to a person, and essentially break them, if you really wanted to.

This one boy is trying to break down my barriers, but I don't know if the intent is good or bad. I guess I'll have to find out....
246 · May 2014
A Good Question
Fel May 2014
There are things that I would
Do absolutely anything for
Things that I would
Cut off my foot and sell it for.

And then there are things
I couldn't give two ***** about

So why do I put your name
Under both lists?
246 · Apr 2014
Untitled
Fel Apr 2014
Meeting you was fate.
Allowing you to get underneath my skin,
Releasing all my kept away secrets,
Saving my best for you,
Hoping the feeling would be mutual,
Allowing myself to get lost,
Losing you for the better of us all, and then
Letting it all go?

Completely and utterly beyond my control.
245 · May 2014
You Know What'd Be Great?
Fel May 2014
If you wouldn't be such a ****.
Seriously
242 · Feb 2014
Am I Happy?
Fel Feb 2014
You say I look that way


But let's just say that I'm a good actress
234 · Oct 2014
Untitled
Fel Oct 2014
Sometimes I wonder while crying if pressing in your eyes to the point where you see the stars makes the tears stop rolling.
I'll try this next time
230 · Feb 2014
Truth
Fel Feb 2014
Sticks and stones

May break my bones

But your words

Can make or break me
224 · Feb 2014
Haiku no. 9
Fel Feb 2014
I've made the wrong choice
Should have went with the Other
But oh well, oh well.
I can't even make a bold move without ******* up.
223 · Feb 2014
Haiku no. 8
Fel Feb 2014
Nothing could compare
To this feeling that we all have
Let us bask in this.
211 · Mar 2014
Haiku no. 10
Fel Mar 2014
“Don't you even try,"
They always seem to tell you;
I won't bring you down.
206 · Mar 2014
One Word Poem no. 3
Fel Mar 2014
thisfeelingburnsme-butilikeit-probablytoomuch
197 · Feb 2014
One Word Poem no. 1
Fel Feb 2014
iwanttoseeintoyourmind-andtravelthroughyourtorturedsoul
180 · Feb 2014
One Word Poem no. 2
Fel Feb 2014
icantdoamythingright-becauseifuckeverythingup
178 · May 2014
Untitled
Fel May 2014
I feel natural around you
               Free
Like when I'm near you
I'm where I should be

Is this how it's supposed to be?
I sure hope so
151 · Apr 2014
Untitled
Fel Apr 2014
I've been missing the ocean often

So I'll just look in your eyes again.
149 · Mar 2014
Untitled
Fel Mar 2014
I* see now.
Don't pretend you care, because I'm
Quite sure I can live. Please
Understand that I'm not a Saint.
Please, don't wait for me, I'll
Explain later on, when the time is right.
It doesn't matter. Do you need to hear this
Again**?
Just messing around with different writing techniques.

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