Lately I don't ever want to wake up from my dreams
because at the end, they are my dreams.
Dreams show what the heart wants most,
and whenever I close my eyes
I see you.

they say that it will take time
but flowers will eventually bloom in the places I believed would remain bare
they say that my soul will find peace again
in the spring
but the problem is that you return when it is autumn
and i fall every time.

If Evil is just 'Live' spelled backwards
does that mean for some it's Evil for them to live?

Guns and money
bullets and power
running and hitting
chidren in the shower

I am not violent.
I am not mischievous.
I am what they made me, a weapon.
I am a result.
Yet, they had the nerve to tell me to find peace.