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3d · 55
The Second Best.
I always feel like I'm second best when it comes to friends. Like I always feel like I'm not as fun or outgoing to be around.
tired.
She wasn't even asking for happiness, she was just asking for a little less pain. But, you couldn't even give her that?
She felt like crying but nothing came out. It was just a sort of sad sicknees, sick sad, when you can't feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. But I think I have known it pretty often, too often.
7d · 68
The Helper.
Some people aren't good at asking for help, they're so used to being 'the helper.' Throughout their life they've experienced an unbalance give and take, so their instinct is usually "I'll figure it out on my own". The self-reliance is all they've ever known.
7d · 64
I'm learning.
I'm learning to love the sound of my feet walking away from things not meant for me.
7d · 736
Graves.
We take secrets to our graves that are no big deal to anyone but ourselves.
Feb 2 · 172
Eye Contact.
is how souls learn to ignite fire.
Eye contact can be the source of how souls catch fire. It'll either be in burning passion, or chard remains of an inevitable defeat.
Jan 30 · 1.1k
Unhealed.
Stained Glass Jan 30
And just like that, I realized that my old scars never truly healed,
because they bled again at a single word.
Jan 26 · 542
What is love
Stained Glass Jan 26
In maths: an equation
In chemistry: a reaction
In history: a war
In geography: a place
In life: everything
tired
Jan 17 · 56
Untitled
Stained Glass Jan 17
I like doggies
they are tasty
Jan 16 · 108
Deeply.
Stained Glass Jan 16
She greatly disliked emotion, not because she felt lightly, but because she felt deeply.
Jan 16 · 64
Sometimes
Stained Glass Jan 16
Sometimes I wish that things could get really bad, so I have a reason to **** myself.
Sometimes I wish that nobody cared for me so that I could **** myself without feeling guilty.
And sometimes I wish that I wasn't this type of person, but I am.
I really am a bad person...
Jan 15 · 138
A Narcissists Mindset.
Stained Glass Jan 15
'-And if it did,
that didn't happen.
because it wasn't that bad,
and you're just overreacting
it's not a big deal
and if it was,
it's not my fault
and if it is,
I didn't mean it
and if I did mean it,
you made me do it.
It's your fault, not mine,
I'm the victim here,
and it's going to stay that way.'
Jan 15 · 66
Current Status:
Stained Glass Jan 15
I'm walking on a tightrope that's between giving up and seeing how much more I can take.
#stress
Jan 13 · 85
Never
Stained Glass Jan 13
-trust a man that tries to destroy you when he's mad.
That's weak.
<>
Jan 13 · 567
A Diamond
Stained Glass Jan 13
"is just a piece of charcoal that handled stress exceptionally well."
drafts..
Jan 7 · 66
Realness.
Someone once told me that: "Only the people who care about you are the ones who can hear you when you're quiet."
Everyone speaks a silent language and it's rare to find someone who speaks yours.....
Jan 5 · 286
Regret.
Have you ever gotten in a fight with someone because you told them what was bothering you and instead of them apologizing they find a way to make you feel bad about it so you are left regretting even saying anything?
#"an apology without changed behavior is just manipulation...
Jan 5 · 80
Actions...
will prove who someone is
whereas words merely prove who they pretend to be.
Jan 2 · 95
New Year.
It's no longer "new year, new me"
Instead, it's "new year, slightly improved and better me"
Jan 2 · 197
1st Rule of 2020
is not to dwell on what went wrong in 2019
#Happy new year everybody!
Dec 2019 · 227
Introvert Problem
Stained Glass Dec 2019
I have days where I don't even feel like speaking.
#drafts
Dec 2019 · 93
The damage I've done.
Stained Glass Dec 2019
I ruined so many things (for myself and those around me) that could've been amazing because I was sad.
Slowly learning that sometimes you have to make peace with the fact that you are the villain in someone else's story even if you thought you were doing the right thing. You don't get to tell them how to narrate their experience....
Dec 2019 · 286
I'm Stuck.
Stained Glass Dec 2019
Stuck between overemotional and emotionless at the same time.
#drafts
Dec 2019 · 165
Cry.
Stained Glass Dec 2019
When I was little I cried about one thing that hurt me.
Now that I'm older, when I cry, I cry about everything that hurt me and it's never one thing.
Dec 2019 · 50
Future Friends
Stained Glass Dec 2019
I just wanted to let you know that how you react to my sadness says alot about how long I intend to keep you in my life.
Dec 2019 · 126
2019 realization. . .
Stained Glass Dec 2019
My first and second half of 2019 felt like two different years.
#alot has changed. . .
Dec 2019 · 85
Mood?
Stained Glass Dec 2019
Have you ever been so disappointed in someone that you forgive them & don't say anything, but in your head you completely detach yourself from them?
#exhausted
Dec 2019 · 141
To my Past Friend
Stained Glass Dec 2019
I am not obligated to explain my past and my abuse to you.
I am not obligated to tell you anything regarding my feelings.
And you are not obligated to know.
#Because in the end, it is honestly not any of your business.
#No one should feel as if they have to spill out their feelings and past in order to get along with you.
Dec 2019 · 77
i'm tired.
Stained Glass Dec 2019
I went to HELL and back for some people and they still have the audacity to say, "I never asked you to tho,"
#hurt&tired
Dec 2019 · 193
Hard Truth.
Stained Glass Dec 2019
There are some people who will hate you because of the way other people love you. They're the type of people that will be your friend as long as you're never doing better than them, you're always doing less than them, as long as they're always slightly higher than you in every aspect.
#I'm in complete disgust.
Dec 2019 · 387
Lesson Learned...
Stained Glass Dec 2019
Waiting for someone to act correctly is a disrespect to yourself. You're compromising your worth because someone can't fully afford it.
Dec 2019 · 12
Recovery.
Stained Glass Dec 2019
Recovery is hard work. Not wanting to die is hard work.  Trying to ignore the calorie calculator in my head is like trying to ignore television subtitles and sometimes I just can't, body, forgive me.  Every time you asked if I was full I heard you say "fat" but I am trying so hard not to do that.
#bulima #depressed #youth #speaks #poetry #trapped # alone
Dec 2019 · 108
Toxic trait (pt 2)
Stained Glass Dec 2019
I hate the fact that I need so much reassurance; for example, things could be going perfectly fine but there's always a part of me that believes that it's all a lie.
# real #deep #thoughts
Dec 2019 · 231
My Toxic Trait:
Stained Glass Dec 2019
Is that i hurt in silence and pray that someone loves me enough to notice I'm not being myself.
#hurt #tired #mental #depressed #needy #trapped
Dec 2019 · 113
Relief?
Stained Glass Dec 2019
My only relief is to sleep.
When I'm sleeping, I'm not sad,
I'm not angry, I'm not lonely,
I'm nothing.
Dec 2019 · 201
Insignificant.
Stained Glass Dec 2019
Do you ever feel depressed over the smallest things and then when people ask what's wrong you feel like you can't tell them because it's so insignificant?
Dec 2019 · 113
Strong Words?
Stained Glass Dec 2019
Whenever I say I hate something people feel the need to respond with "Hate is a strong word"
Yeah?
Well so is love and people throw around that word like it's nothing..
Such as:
"I love this,
I love that,
I love you."
Dec 2019 · 255
Weakness.
Stained Glass Dec 2019
I smile and laugh because if the people that cared about me knew my real pain, they would be worried and I cannot burden them with my weakness. I'm the strong one.
I do the saving, I don't get saved, I'm not supposed to be...
Dec 2019 · 78
Stay?
Stained Glass Dec 2019
"Why do you stay even though it hurts?"

He answered:
"Why do you hold a rose even though it hurts?"
Nov 2019 · 171
Alone.
Stained Glass Nov 2019
Somehow I've become that friend that always walks behind when the sidewalk won't fit a group of three...
Nov 2019 · 159
Safe Haven
Stained Glass Nov 2019
The only reason why i stay in my room is because it feels so safe in there. No one yells at me and no one judges me. I can be me without any fear.
What's your safe haven?
Nov 2019 · 297
PAIN.
Stained Glass Nov 2019
Nothing annoys me more than when someone expects you to be okay with something that they wouldn't be okay with if it was done to them.
why
Nov 2019 · 93
Toxic People.
Stained Glass Nov 2019
(ex) those who condition you to believe the problem isn't the abuse itself, but instead your reactions to their abuse.
Nov 2019 · 165
Bad Feeling.
Stained Glass Nov 2019
There's nothing worse, than the lump you get in your throat when you hear something that you really didn't want to hear and you have to pretend like its' fine.
why me...why do this to people?
Nov 2019 · 190
Problem
Stained Glass Nov 2019
I have a group of friends
I'm just not "in" that group of friends
when you know that there wouldn't be a diffrence if u were not there
Stained Glass Nov 2019
When a child lives with CRITICISM, they are taught to CONDEMN.
When a child lives with HOSTILITY, they are taught to FIGHT.
When a child lives with FEAR, they are taught to be APPREHENSIVE.
When a child lives PITY, they are taught to feel SORRY for themselves.
When a child lives with RIDICULE, they are taught to feel SHY.
When a child lives with JEALOUSY, they are taught to feel ENVY.
When a child lives with SHAME, they are taught to feel GUILTY.
If children live with ENCOURAGEMENT, they learn CONFIDENCE.
If children live with TOLERANCE, they learn PATIENCE.
If children live with PRAISE they learn APPRECIATION.
If children live with ACCEPTANCE, they learn to LOVE.
If children live with APPROVAL, they learn to LIKE themselves.
If children live with RECOGNITION, they learn it is good to have a GOAL.
If children live with SHARING, they learn GENORSITY.
If children live with HONESTY, they learn TRUTHFULNESS.
If children live with FAIRNESS, they learn JUSTICE.
If children live with KINDNESS and consideration, they learn RESPECT.
If children live with SECURITY, they learn to HAVE FAITH in themselves and in those around them.
If children live with FRIENDLINESS, they learn the world is a NICE place in which to live.
By Dorothy Law
Nov 2019 · 94
Paralyzed
Stained Glass Nov 2019
I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
@nfrealmusic
Nov 2019 · 228
If You Want Love by NF
Stained Glass Nov 2019
Yeah, as a kid I used to think life
Is moving so slow, I watch it go by
Look out the window on my bus ride
I thought the world was so small, through my closed eyes
I've always tried to control things
In the end that's what controls me.....
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