Is falling into love worth it
when you can't swim
and the water is infested with sharks

Have you ever liked someone so much you regret meeting them?

5+4=9
7+2=9
6+3=9
8+1=9
What you think is not always the best way to get an answer,
There are many ways to get the same result.

I sit criss crossed
meditating on the present
questions of care and self preservation press upon my consciousness
My eyes snap open
there is fear
Writhing like a tangle of black serpents in the air
How they long to rip my soul to shreds
they hiss in hunger for my blood
they move to distract my mind from Good
their constant lie is that any small act could rob me of you

You call me lovely now
wait
and see
what I will be
when clothed in all your love
my most beautiful me
is coming

when you find a deeper love
it’s so much easier to give