this bridge between us
built of kerosene
and you;
you were holding
a ******* candle

i got love for you
even if youre doubting me
i was trying to get to you
but you lit up the bridge

you watched me burn
and turned into ashes

all these words meant nothing
and you've always been this heartless
stabbing knives of deceit
behind my back
taking a part of myself
and set me on fire

you were as bright as a daisy
and I was as sad as a lilac
forever we were
never meant to be
not even in a garden
or reality.

you held me by the throat
with your hurtful and sharp words
you cut my tongue
with your harsh blinding glare
but I closed my eyes through it all
you dragged me into the mud
and walked all over my petite body
and my heart of gold

my heart of gold that you stained
with your ugly and poisonous self
no amount of bonds you break for me
will ever be enough to satisfy you

your fingers jammed into my skin
over and over
and you made me drink the blood that I bled
and yet I still try to find the good in the
evil, wicked heart of yours

you drained my entire existence
you laughed at what you put me through
you found hilarity in the despair
I had to go through because of you

you were convinced that
i wont be retaliating
but i am done being your fool
and it's time for you to know
that you are not cool.