For many years
I have felt broken
And empty inside
My depression grew
To the point where I
Felt nothing inside
My life change
When I met you
For the fist time
I am whole again
All because
You challenge me
To be a better person
Care for me
Even when I don’t think
I deserve it
You silence my fears
That has been
Building for years
I feel so close to you
Even from the distance
That we must endure
Every day that I am with you
You make my life better
Because I don’t have to
Wonder, Cry
Or have heartache
Over someone
That isn’t you

When I am with you
I don’t know what we are
Together nor far apart
But what I do know is
I am happy

When I am with you
I am able to forget
All the craziness that I go through my mind
It just disappears
For a brief moment

When I am with you
It takes every fiber in my body
To not text everyday
To not let myself to become attached
But it has becomes harder and harder

When I am with you
I want to tell you that I like you
But I hold that little piece inside me
For I fear of what you might say

When I am with you
I want to believe that you feel
The same way I do
Even for a moment or too
All that matters is
When I am with you

Hope is crippling
It fuels and devours
Your soul
It can be the one thing that keeps you going
While signal handedly bring you down
It is a powerful feeling
With a double edge
Consequence

I do not like the color red
It’s negative
Pointing out everything
Exposing my faults
Telling me to go back
And correct my paper
Sometimes I do not know how
I’m absent in thought
Trying to understand
But I get lost and distracted
Because it’s covered in red
Like a soldier wounded in battle
As I try to mend the wounds
It slowly recovers
Before I send it back
Hoping that my paper is ready
Once again
To be covered in red