The ace of swords
Double edged
The dawn of knowing
Watch as it rises
From the west
It's impersonal
Like channeling
The Holy Spirit
Brilliant tone
The right words
We spend hours
Attempting to conglomerate
What we all truly want to say
Declare
Pronounced
Ringing long after it's been said
My emotional depth
A void to fall into
Did you really think
My pure positive prana
Did not cast a shadow
Darker than Black Goddess?
Did I leave an imprint
In your heart...
Or your mind?
My name is Scarlett
My vibration sets things on fire

I don't mind where it takes me
As long as it takes me
Unwinded
Whip out
Wherever it takes me
As long as it's different
From drunk and driving
Or your brain hurting
From people draining your energy
I'm looking for stimulating
And a huge exhale
From the illusions
Breaking me

We are all free to do whatever
We want
As creators of our reality
We choose our experiences
It was his decision to
Stay in New York City
No matter what
Even though his sister
Threatened to leave him
Broke on the sidewalk
A crooked guitar hanging
And a frown
Sitting on the concrete
Crying staring at the street
I chased him for blocks
Just to kiss his tears
And tell him that
He had nothing to fear
That I would sit by his side
As long as it took him
To rise up
Your sister found us
And asked me if I was staying
Here or leaving with her back home
I said she could go back alone


Choices decisions standing firm
In position
Have peace knowing the
Only thing you control
Is your life

No one can you hurt
You but yourself

A couple of days later
We broke out in a fight
And we tested what
Would happen
If I was the one to quit
Crouched on the concrete
Staring at the street
Staying in Jersey City
But dying to leave
Crying like I've been praying
But no one came to wipe my eyes
And kiss my head
And tell me that no matter what
They will be there

Choices

I chose to love
And commit

He chose a new girlfriend
I chose to run around the block
Several times
Crying like I was praying
Letting my tears
Soak in the soil of my garden

And then I remembered...
I choose to feel negative about
His personal life decision

And if I can just relax a little bit...
Talk myself off the ledge
Avoid getting depressed
he doesn't define
My worth or my expansion

Picking black walnuts
In Asheville
And shipping them
To Nashville
Road tripping
And using my magical hands

Like when a farmer
Is ready to take
His vegetables
Finally away from
The earth
Ripping roots
That took a beautiful
Process to create
And strengthen

Like an umbilical cord
Being cut
Disconnected from
Where the baby came from
Mother Earth

When it's ready,
It's mine because it's time
And I deserve it

That song you cease to play
Follows you around the
Entire day
On the radio
In your headphones
Or blasting in your thoughts
In the silence of the doldrums
The passive lulls
In the life span
You listen to it
And your insides start
Shaking up
Some parts are on fire
Like your heart
And some lyrics
Stab the cages
And rainbow spirals
Like butterfly's
Are circling in your belly  
Forming during the instrumental
Playing that song like the
Sound track of your life
For a season
You heard this song for a reason
And it gets you through the hours
Days weeks and painful moments
Or maybe when you want to hear  
Something that resonates
With feeling alive
And open
Yes this song will do that to you
And it heals the wounds

Then you finally end that mentality
And hop on a new disk
Change up the vortex
And find a new favorite song
To guide you

Tuning into my own nature now
I find myself rolling this ball
Around my head
Of this possibility
Of a feeling
Like this silver ocean swan
With a baby blue mouth
Flying in front of me
Skimming the lake
From the sight of this being
With a different conscious
I can imagine what it would be like
To roam the Earth
Without clutter in the mind
Wings cutting through the wind
Bound to the present
And clarity of what IS

A man with all the elements
Vibrating in his body
Eyes on fire
His voice shooting daggers
Of clarity at my mind
His stride like he's gliding
On ice
His touch like gravity
Wrap my arms around
A mountain of strength
He smells like my true nature
Divine geometry bubbling
In his heart of a hurricane
In his glass of champagne
We cross arms and sip our cups
Intertwined like infinite snakes
Underwater we blow air
In each other's mouths
Taking turns
In and out
Creating carbon
Within our lungs
That we already have

*** so holy
The Hierophant is jealous
A union so balanced
Even Adam and Eve
Are Dying to be us
We are living in a space time
Of perfect timing
Open to receive
Everything our awesome souls
Deserve
And we have a mission to serve

Life is a ride on a ship
The stars glowing for us
Because they know
The alignment of our flow
Standing side by side
We are grace justice ease
The Emperor and Empress
Of all that we desire to see

Judgement from the universe
Designed you to be mine
The wheel of fortune
Put us on the same cart
As we circle up to the
Pinnacle of the sky
The world invites
Us to smile
The High Priestess
And Shaman
Play with our schemes
Allowing us to unlock
Our dreams
The secret to death unlocked
Because we understand
Dying is just a key
To a door that is locked