The end,
Felt every bit as sudden as the beginning
There wasn't any magic,
No mysticism to evoke comparisons of the divine
It was simply an instant reality
That no amount of prayers or wishes could change*

______

And I will never find the words,
They elude me each day
Mocking me from their unattainable perch with glee-

People write of love that is
Everlasting by definition,
Beautiful in it's absolute distinction
And worthy of praise and adoration in it's splendor

Somehow,
They fail to mention that love,
Pales in comparison to the sorrow that follows

I miss you

© 2014 Peach

Colliding stars and exploding galaxies are nowhere near comparable to the way I felt when your fingers traced my skin with such love and emotion, stripping me down to my most vulnerable and naked version of my soul.
You're my muse
My missing piece
The poison in my blood that drives me to push harder
The peace within my thoughts and desires
The love I have never imagined to be so real
You're everything I have ever dreamt of and everything I will ever want no matter where we are or what we are doing because I know that I could never fake another love or another smile.
I crave you so much, my soul aches when you're not around. I wait for the day I get to look at you the same way again in full honesty and comfort because you were never anything but my saviour.
All of this is put in three simple words that do not do my feelings any justice.
All I ever wanted to do was find the right and perfect way to tell you that I love you. And I always will.

Are they real or are they fake?
Do they care?
Do they love me as a friend should?
Do they miss me?
Would they leave me forever?
I thought friends were for life
So what happened to make them disappear?
Would they come back?
NO!
Friends are not like that.
Then what are they like?
Well you have to find out
Good Luck
Friends.