I asked you to walk away
I was suffering from the fact that I mattered so less in your life.
I could see all the warning signs
But with you, I felt so happy
You were my best accident
And my best escape.
Never would I like to change anything
From the past cherished memories of ours.
But I guess,
I bring chaos to every normal thing.
I suffered a lot by loving you
And craving for your love
I could feel your affection
But never was it love.
I see you free now
May you find a being
Who brings less of chaos
And more of joy into your life
For my love,
I could only write poetry about
How fabulous your we were
Both in day & night
And each time it was magical
With all the shimmers around
But I guess magic too ends after a while.
Hope you are always happy
It's hard to let you go
But you know what?
It's harder to not able
to show my love at all.
Well, at this moment, I didn't know what to do. Every suffering is just a day job now. Couldn't get over so started writing.
And maturity is to admit that I am responsible for my pain!