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Mar 2016 · 342
Love is...
Creepstar Mar 2016
...being hit with a brick in the chest
So hard that it knocks the oxygen out of your lungs
The feeling of suffocation,struggling to catch your breath.

In the absence of her the brick resides within my sternum
Weighing so heavily I struggle to hold myself up
Leaning forward I can feel my soul pouring out.

To look at her is to still the brain
Much like an aneurism,drooling from the brain damage
That only a perfect creature such as she can cause.

I'm fatally in love and it hurts
But I couldn't walk away from it even if I wanted to
I'm addicted and she is my ******.
Love hurts
Death relieves
But I know which id rather experience
Mar 2016 · 220
Untitled
Creepstar Mar 2016
Consumed by consumerism
A cataclysm of commercialism
Leading to a mental schism
Trading products for the wisdom
Mar 2016 · 165
Untitled
Creepstar Mar 2016
You do not need to pick and poke
To provoke
A reaction
Often times all you need is inaction
To create a distance
Just resistance
And it hurt to know
You can't show
Adequate interaction
Much less a small fraction
As a lonely toy on the ebb and flow
Of a shoreline washed out slow
Lost to a sea of questions never replied
Retract into shell and hide
Mar 2016 · 137
Untitled
Creepstar Mar 2016
Snap me
  Back to reality
     Like twigs
        Broken underfoot
             I am just something
               Below you
                  And I never once
                      Deserved to be secure
                           Or happy
                              I can live with that now
Mar 2016 · 219
daggers
Creepstar Mar 2016
If looks could ****
I'd be full of stab wounds
Face burried in the concrete
But my heart would still beat

A leer is no more than daggers
Flung from the mind of the broken
For all the things it haggers
Much less than words that're spoken
Take the hits
Move on
Mar 2016 · 237
breaking down
Creepstar Mar 2016
Totally lost it,
"Couldn't give a ****!"
Outright spaz and fit,
Emotions thrown into The Pit.

Beg for the reply,
"Just tell me why?"
Questions stream from I,
****!,I want to die.

I think I jumped the gun,
"What have I done?"
"Maybe I should run?!"
I'm in some real **** now son.
Mar 2016 · 268
Untitled
Creepstar Mar 2016
I don't want to hear those three words.
I want to feel them.
To experience what words cannot describe.
Without trying to explain,
Instead showing it through actions.
To know that it is as real...
...As the heart that it flows from.
Mar 2016 · 355
Untitled
Creepstar Mar 2016
Beat me in the head with ignorance
Belittle me with mediocre intelligence
Enslave me with remedial tasks
Hide my individuality behind these masks
Uniqueness no more than a meme
No more real than a life infront of a screen
Vapid bleating without passion
Trivialities such as celebrities & fashion
The pressure to assimilate
And self hate,an apathetic state
Mar 2016 · 140
Kinda
Creepstar Mar 2016
Kinda hungry
Kinda lonely
Kinda sad
Sat on my only
Mar 2016 · 174
Untitled
Creepstar Mar 2016
I think that's its strange
That if I lived by law of equivalent exchange
My priorities would change
Mar 2016 · 147
Untitled
Creepstar Mar 2016
It's not about what we can produce
But what we produce is worth
"Who cares if it can **** us?"
Welcome to earth
Mar 2016 · 4.2k
Skin weaving
Creepstar Mar 2016
Weaving little droplets of darkness into sub dermal layer
Pressing close but not too hard,assure each line's a stayer
Coulded claret brought forth from beneath
A work of art,to you I bequeath
Mar 2016 · 163
the abyss
Creepstar Mar 2016
I can't tell
While in this shell
If I reside
In the depths of hell

For all the people I reach
I feel alone
Lost and scared
No home to call my own

Where am I
In the tether of existence
I'd like to think
You may blink and miss this
Mar 2016 · 201
pouring rain
Creepstar Mar 2016
Like waiting for sunshine
In the pouring rain
Time,I've done mine
But thoughts still on my brain

There may not be
A sunny side of the street
But I am free
And got a kickin' beat
Mar 2016 · 321
Damaged goods
Creepstar Mar 2016
The chinks in my armour have grown so wide I'm no longer protected

My faith has dwindled so much it fits in the cracks of the palm of my hand

My grip on reality had long since slipped into an abyss where I am disconnected

My life as rocks on a beach,beaten by waves so often that it has turned to sand
Mar 2016 · 214
We are...
Creepstar Mar 2016
We are little more than a collection of previous experience
Thus choices made day to day should be relatively imperious
Lest we be left beaten by waves of fears leaving us delirious
Not to say that some aspects aren't magical and mysterious
Mar 2016 · 202
Swing
Creepstar Mar 2016
There are
Few things in life
As precious
As the moments
That can change
Everything

When you
Encounter such
Wonderful experiences
Like the birth of offspring
Or presentation of an
Engagement ring

Take the time
To appreciate it
Because life
Has more lows than highs
Enjoy what life can bring

Years from those
Moments
You'll find yourself
Looking back
In nostalgia
At Lifes pendulum swing
Mar 2016 · 217
anxious
Creepstar Mar 2016
I woke up today with full blown anxiety
I don't like the feeling that some things frightened me

It could have been that dream that was incredibly deep
It may be because I've had speradic/minimal sleep

All I know is today will be drawn out and hard
So I'm getting drunk as the wild card
Feb 2016 · 168
fallen
Creepstar Feb 2016
I've fallen so hard for her
And it feels so right
I know she's the one
Because I can only hold her tight
I'll do every thing I can
I will try with all my might
To be good enough for her
The only woman in my sight
Feb 2016 · 230
hard talk
Creepstar Feb 2016
Adam was black
Eve was black too
Its hard too swallow
But I need to tell you
It wasn't until the fallen fell
That I met a skin colour like you
Its not like you can believe
But a realization you come to.
A third fell and white vision forewarn
And a brotherhood created was torn
From that to son of Noah Ham was born
And from that moment pigment each way was scorn.
We are one,I'm sorry we cannot coexist for we are one in all of creation.
Feb 2016 · 299
an uncomfortable dream
Creepstar Feb 2016
Last night I had a dream
That doesn't constitute nightmare
Mostly minor inconveniences
Most of which unfair
An old teacher ****** on me
While drunk
Fist fight with a cousin
Who would have thunk
A friend broke a leg
Full compound fracture
And he wrote a complaint to the creator
About flawed manufacture
I wore a suit
To be appear egg well hatched
But all the shades of purple
Were thoroughly mismatched
Although very minor
It was a great discomfort
Hopefully to nights dream is finer
But I'll probably dream that I'm sunburnt
Feb 2016 · 226
ryw
Creepstar Feb 2016
ryw
Logic & reason
Can be a shield & sword
But without emotional balance
You shall reap no reward.

Rule yourself wisely
Through action & word
Elseways you shall scream silently
For lack of voice never heard.
Feb 2016 · 187
should not have done that
Creepstar Feb 2016
Sarcastically called her an eight out of ten
Clearly I should not do that again
Humour has a time,It was not then
Around male friends is probably when
Daggers sharper than ginsu knives
Creepstar Feb 2016
Sun rise (Amnrah)
sun set (Seth)
From Egyptian mythology
the names we did get
Horus (hours)
took twelve steps across the sky
First in light,then in dark
where he was doomed to die
Each new day
He would be reborn
To travel again
On the path that he was sworn
Egyptian mythology birthed many things words we use in everyday language.
Feb 2016 · 221
:/
Creepstar Feb 2016
:/
Sat with clenched fist
Trying to get ******
Thinking if I slit each wrist
Would I even be missed?
Feb 2016 · 620
ICYLG
Creepstar Feb 2016
I wave goodbye to my heroes past away,
Memories will last,the rest left to decay.

Like ships sailing beyond the horizon,
Still disappears,even if you keep your eyes on 'em.

"I'll catch you later guys",
Because in the end,everybody dies.
The only certainty in life is death
Feb 2016 · 761
Freestyle bars
Creepstar Feb 2016
I'll take a rain check on saving for a rainy day
Spend all I got on getting wrecked and watch my vision sway
Problems for health it does outweigh
When I'm out I look like a ******* on display

On the bus I'll spew in ya handbag
With one hand down my trousers the other holding a glad rag
Spit some abuse at some mouthy dumb ****
When I'm drunk I'm harder to move than a wet sandbag
Feb 2016 · 426
hiding in plain sight
Creepstar Feb 2016
In real life I find it ******* hard to speak
Mind frame is looking pretty bleak
Its not that I think I'm weak
But finding something worthwhile is what I seek

Pull down my six panel flat peak
Scarf over mouth, hood up looking like a freak
Strange looks but I don't care for critique
Hiding in a sea of people is my technique
Feb 2016 · 235
Dad
Creepstar Feb 2016
Dad
I like to hold your wisdom in each crux of a verse
And every day without you it seems to get worse
I couldn't stay strong from the moment of hearse
Knowing that your gone is more than just a curse

Knowing that it'll take until final breath
Because I can only be with you once I reach death
But it's not like I can just smoke some ****
And meet our final friend Seth

See you said,life is for living
You taught me that,so I'll keep forgiving
& I do what I can to stop reliving
The moment you left my world spinning

I miss you dad wherever you are
I know you're there,regardless how far
As in golf,always on par
So I'll raise this one to you,its your personal jar
Feb 2016 · 551
WIRL
Creepstar Feb 2016
You know when its real late?
And your torn between mass debate
Or *******
It leaves you in a real state
But its down to fate
If I'm irate or I elate
Try to seperate
So I'm not desperate
And I could equate
This to being full of hate
But I couldn't mate
I'm just a reprobate
Feb 2016 · 278
she is something special
Creepstar Feb 2016
I'd like to say a few things
Like how'd you like my new wings
I can tie my shoe strings
And I've had a few flings

Yeah, I met this real nice girl
I think she's my ideal world
For all the times I have hurled
I end up in a state messed,body real furled

But she can make it all good
Lord knows I wish that I could
No idea what I should
So I end up spilling blood

It could be fine,okay
A few words,if I may
Something I have to say
I couldn't leave her,no way

She loves me on a level
More than the devil
In my suffering she doesn't revel
She is something special
I miss you dad and I'm sorry that you missed this
I know seeing me happy was on your wish list
Feb 2016 · 228
(fu)CKT
Creepstar Feb 2016
When it comes to feeling though
I'd rather be left the **** alone
Memories I have,I can't atone
Knowing love,I should have shown
And the chance,I had blown
Since then,I should have grown
Being honest,I should have known
It's ******* lonely,on the **** king throne
The past is a blast,
But if you're a **** it'll never last.
Feb 2016 · 136
Stand your ground
Creepstar Feb 2016
Some people wanna try to take it all
Make sure they step back or bust 'em in the ******* jaw
Sorry to bring it to you real raw
I just can't stand to see my friends broken anymore
I promised id have ya back
But I can't be there for every attack
So listen when I say don't carry a stack
Rolled up in your pack,jack
Feb 2016 · 180
wine
Creepstar Feb 2016
Wine is divine
To refine and shine
For thine can combine
With drunkenness intertwine
Feb 2016 · 199
;)
Creepstar Feb 2016
;)
Sadly,like philosophy,poetry cannot pay a bill
But it can give a her a wide on during Netflix & chill
The difference between getting paid & getting laid
Feb 2016 · 270
^_^
Creepstar Feb 2016
^_^
Love is not complicated
When it is reciprocated
With hearts captivated
Souls freely liberated
A feeling that ones obligated
To become consolidated
A life to be cultivated
More than merely infatuated
Being so fascinated
With two becoming amalgamated
Loneliness alleviated
Happiness encapsulated
Left feeling intoxicated
With negativity evacuated
Some things will be negotiated
Its helps to be articulated
At times things may be exonerated
Ergo,love is to be appreciated
Feb 2016 · 207
Finding words
Creepstar Feb 2016
Finding words to convey
Hear me if you may
I'd love you to stay
Given its A sad cliche
But if I had my way
I'd display & say
"You are perfect every day"
Lest you stray
& stay away
Forsake us for foul play
All we had left in decay
As falling petals from dead bouquet
Feb 2016 · 259
<3
Creepstar Feb 2016
<3
When our souls met they intertwined in divinity
And danced in the ethereal vibration without resistance
Matched to perfection in magnificent symmetry
True loves symbiosis in a balanced coexistence
Feb 2016 · 173
World view
Creepstar Feb 2016
The love of money
Trumps the love of peace
Why love your neighbour
When you can ****,pillage and fleece
Force them into poverty
Make a country decease
So I'm waiting for the day
That it'll finally cease
In a house of cards
That can no longer increase
We can own our lives
Rather than rent on a lease
It's safe to say,"keep your hand on a piece",
When the tyrants catch ahold they won't want to release.
Creepstar Feb 2016
Do not fear death
Fear that you may never truely live
So before you draw you last breath
Focus not on what you get but what you have to give

Life is finite,fleeting
And for all the people meeting
Its mostly vacuous useless bleating
Preprogrammed response and greeting

Longing for a real world moment
Some form of non autonomous atonement
A vital human component
Would you join in as a proponent?

Imagine a social construct
With others who actually care
Imagine we could induct
The righteous and the fair

So before you cash you chips
And fade into the past
Speak kindness from you lips
Leave a legacy that will last
Creepstar Feb 2016
All the true talent is being impeded
Everyone seems to please the conceded
Narsasistic egos,why you gonna feed it?
Offer up your bank,so they can bleed it
Dry
Another sucka
Caught up in a game,your gonna loose *******
Collect up celebrity baggage and check out
Support the underground,fresh rhymes,no doubt
Real lyrisists with non generic beats
Making real music to be played on the streets
Not ******* hype getting sales from the tweets
Get down with real artists and support with your sheets
I hear an awful lot of generic beats and rhymes and its kinda sad the four true elements of hiphop have been lost.
Feb 2016 · 263
Untitled
Creepstar Feb 2016
There was an old man with a cat
It slept inside of his hat
He went one day and to his dismay
He found his head was covered in skat
Feb 2016 · 506
.
Creepstar Feb 2016
.
Enjoy childhoods innocence,
And its optimistic thrills.
Because I hear its not growing old,
But growing up that kills.
Feb 2016 · 279
adversary
Creepstar Feb 2016
I'm an agent of chaos
The harbinger of destruction
Lest you fall prey to my path
Of relentless deconstruction

I will muddy capacity
For mental prowess
Unstoppable veracity
For causing souls stress

I'll watch you suffer
Until you break and then fall
I take a pride crippling the tougher
And bare a grin through it all
Feb 2016 · 177
Wild creature
Creepstar Feb 2016
Desperately clawing
like a wild creature
Drawn to each and every
perfect feature

She is all and everything
Make no mistake
I will pour myself dry
more than likely self forsake
Feb 2016 · 234
My one and only
Creepstar Feb 2016
She moves like a zepher
Across the plains of my heart
Testimomony of when we're together
We should never be apart

She is my one and only
Fill the emptiness in my soul
Evade feeling lonely
She makes me whole
She completes my very being
Feb 2016 · 175
Untitled
Creepstar Feb 2016
There is a fine line between heaven and hell
The line is so blurred I can no longer tell
Much like the angels,from grace one third fell
A fortune as such is perplexing,oh well

The sorrows black hole as love turns to hate
Scrambling frantically emotions negate
Lift up the heart for the wish to elate
It clearly takes two of pure love to equate
Feb 2016 · 166
(10W)
Creepstar Feb 2016
What is ten words about?
I just don't get it.
Feb 2016 · 459
another day at the office
Creepstar Feb 2016
Good afternoon,
what can I tattoo
Ah,half sleeve of Polynesian
To fill left arm on you.

Smoke a joint first?
Whatever you say
As long as your good with it
wouldn't want you slumping,but hey.

If you'd allow me to sketch
clean on to your skin
A few hours of this
we should be ready to begin.

Yes,please tell me of your ****** conquests
of the past week.
I agree if pick up girls from bars
it can be pretty bleak.

Okay we're mapped out
and read to go
Yes bud,it may hurt
that's a given you know.

I've opted for a seven round linner
Not to wide not to thin
I think for the style
it should fit right in.

Should take a few hours
give or take plus time for break
By the end I imagine
there'll be quite the dull ache.

So,how's work been
are you still paid to pave a drive?
Yeah I know it tedious
but you work to survive.

Another spliff break?
Of course you can dude
To stop you having the breaks you need
would be just rude.

I could do with another
cigarette myself
I'm aware that smoking these things
Are bad for my health.

Well we're almost done,
what do you think
Glad you like it
so let's go have a drink.
"Are you happy with the placement and design of your tattoo,remember its a permanent change to your athstetic features and though it can be removed with laser removal surgery at a later date your skin will never be the same again"
"Keep it clean,keep it creamed,don't pick it,don't scratch it,if it itches slap it"
Feb 2016 · 161
Drown out the thoughts
Creepstar Feb 2016
Drink
       Drink
                Drink
Drunk

Sink
       Sink
               Sink
sunk

Think
           Think
                     Think
*Nothing comes to mind,I must be numb
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