Seeing you again after the last kiss,
Never thought would be such a bliss.
Even though the meeting was for sometime,
It has given me memories for a lifetime.
I will cherish them now and then,
Remember us in the thoughts rain.
For giving me something special,
This is a token of appreciation.
You are leaving once again,
Across the thousand oceans.
Tears that fell during the moment,
They are my one and only condolence.
For what could have been, and how it really is.
Still I will be at this shore,
Continuing with my usual galore.
Some things better left undefined,
What I felt for you will always be alive.
Even with our separate lives,
I will keep thinking in my mind.
So was that our last kiss?
Before I see you again...

I feel so imperfect

Not because I don't
Like things about myself

But because I fear
You don't

To me you are more perfect
Than any words I could fathom

To me even things you call
Flaws
Are absolute perfection

So I'm scared

Because I know you don't
See me the same way

You see my flaws as flaws

And that makes me want to cry

It makes my heart clench

But then I remind myself

I still got to wake up in your bed
I still got to make love to you
I still got hugs and kisses
I still got you laying in my lap
I still have you in my life

And though your like for me
Greatly differs from my immense
And completely overwhelming love

Please know I appreciate every
Moment in your presence

But my mind
It's racing with fears

While my heart
It's ready to take a plunge
Take a chance
And just speak everything it feels.

I felt the arrow pluck my heart
I don't know how to help myself
I'm slowly but surely falling apart
and I'm dying for your help.

I watch the sun rise from your eyes
then the clouds swept the shine away
I'm trying so hard to get to sleep at night
but I feel like I'm slowly wasting away.

I felt the familiar beat of your heart
I guess I must have remembered wrong
because it was the heels as you depart
and my thought is a jumbled song.

I wish you would just turn back time
back to when you felt in love with me,
to when we fought the world and felt fine
but I guess the one to blame is me.

I look around and I don't know what to feel
my mind has become a muddled mess
I hope that over time I will learn to heal
but there's this tightening in my chest...

and I just feel like I can't breathe.