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 Jun 20
Always Somewhere
The sun was everlastingly shining over the oasis.

I wake up from a dream, eyes wide open.

I turn my head and see this beautiful creature that shares my bed sheets.

I was longing for her as much as I am every day longing for the night to fall.

The cool nights when we would get lost in the city of minarets.

The gates of the city we used to climb at night to kiss when religion was finally asleep.

The moon proudly looking over us from above. Not jealous.

We were free.

Every night was a feast.

We had plov and mantis.

Red wine and cakes.

And on top of that, we had each other.

Each other, as the sun and the moon chasing each other.
07 September 2022
 Jun 20
Always Somewhere
****, that sea
it only deserves to be admired with mandarines
and a glass filled with blue wine

along with the unique mixtape of the pebbles
marrying the waves of the shore
in this greyish foam

****, that sea is saccharine to my ears and diabetes to my veins
its breeze is swimming over my white skin
it's like eating an ice-cream in an abnormally hot summer

as to the magnetic black sand sneaking away between my toes
repeatedly it would pause time
and i'll be taken away by a walk with no purpose
06 January 2022
 Jun 20
Always Somewhere
I enjoy the peculiar scent of his body — head to feet
the aroma of his sweat — tastes of nostalgia
remaining of his skin on the sheets

smell of his hair at the moment he unties it
androgenic hair he has never, ever shaved

the colors of his tattoos
and the shape of his moles

the delicacy of the tip of his fingers with
perfectly trimmed nails over my face

and more so than anything else
the taste of his tongue after wine
when it comes into contact with my teeth, my lips.
11 January 2022
 Jun 20
Always Somewhere
we were ******* like beasts
it was inherent
it was animal
there were no words but
growling and roaring
expressions of pleasure
(was it even pleasure?)

almost barbarous
a need more than an attraction or fondness

no, we weren't attracted to each other —

WE WERE ANIMALS
purely animal
we had a surge
pulsions that needed to be unchained
i orgasmed and he orgasmed —

none of us spoke, none of us spoke

there was *** all over his body
and we lied down on the soil
fell asleep instantly

i later realised that i had post-*** amnesia
transient global amnesia
i barely remembered the *******
that i felt monstrous

but i am just an animal
lawless and uncivilised —.
05 March 2023
 Apr 17
Always Somewhere
I don’t need anything.

All I want is
eating papaya slices with
oatmeal on top of it
sipping ground coffee from the Colombian Andes
sitting on a chair and looking at the mountain ranges
listening to the forest birdsong early in the morning
the symphony of Nature Itself
when the sun rises and reaches my skin
slight and sweet breeze over my body and my hair
reading my favourite philosophy
understanding the Time without a watch
when the day will be nothing but to be with myself

No, I won’t have to use the voice that has been,
given to me at birth
All I’ll do is scribble some words on ****** papers
Align them to create sentences that might or might not have any sense
All for myself, all for myself

Why? you may ask —

Because I have nowhere to be
I have nowhere to be
I have nothing to do
Nothing to do but
ENJOY WHO I AM
12 April 2025
-5.388323, -72.383066
 Jan 15
Always Somewhere
Next to her, so close that our skins would almost reach.
Pouring rain. Flows of red wine like after a volcanic eruption.
Roads left behind for Her, but would she ever love me?

My ink in the conditional tense. Timeless nights.
I want to travel to the North,
Where the sun would not dare to catch me.

Next to the fire, so close that I would burn my skin.
Blue smell of rain. Bitter aftertaste.

I would like to walk again on the side of the road,
Waiting for someone to stop
Put his arm through the window and signal me to get in
Once next to him, let him make me feel the deserted feelings again,
Those almost erased with time and age a little.
As if fossilised.
19 August 2024
English version of « Certains de mes sentiments finissent fossilisés »
 Jan 13
Always Somewhere
I don’t think that people are genuinely happy in their life.

I think that
they're just able to find ways to feel
temporary moments of euphoria.

It’s not inherent.
02 July 2023
 Jan 11
Always Somewhere
i love you over the years
you never get old to my eyes
only i, get wrinkles
Vietnam!
i give you my heart
for a second time.
14 October 2022
 Dec 2024
Always Somewhere
i fell asleep next to a man i
have just known
with whom i
woke up in the midst of the night
skin-to-skin

the stars were diamonds in sky
along my thorax i feel
the night's breath
symphony
his epidermis

a joy that seems infinite
if only
if only
25 December 2024
 Dec 2024
Always Somewhere
Humans were defective machines
        cursed with emotions and consciousness

They survived in sicknesses' shadow
        painful articulations and
        fear of the fatality of death,
        what comes next? they forever wondered

Slaves of an invisible power that was called money
        they liked to claim their freedom.
        yet their planet was a limitless cage

Autodestructive creatures,
        they begged for comfort and relief
        their quest was to please their siblings

Because humans were sensitive and insecure
        especially amongst each other

So they created alternative realities through
        beliefs such as esoterism, religion and astrology

Through many illusions, they were killing themselves
        with toxic food, substances, beverages and lifestyle
        they even had a name for that: suicide

And most of them were devoting their existence
        longing for vain concepts such as happiness and love

It was torturous to be a human
Who they naturally were led to their own extinction
05 November 2022
 Dec 2024
Always Somewhere
We like summer because it's comfortable and easy
Yet, in the fog of early Autumn
Yet, in the dryness of harsh Winter
Yet, in the bloom of Spring
I feel.
06 October 2022
 Dec 2024
Always Somewhere
Anastasia she
got me tipsy
******, afterwards
because Anastasia she
is divorced, tactile & bossy
Anastasia she
is hitting on me
Anastasia she
is twice my age
but Anastasia she
penetrates my safe space
Anastasia she
holds my hand when she could
secretly at the party
Anastasia she
wants me to stay
Anastasia she
lives by the same sea
as me
Anastasia she
knows how to make me feel
uncomfortable i am
Anastasia she
looks for physical contact
an adventure
Anastasia she
is audacious
and i, am done with conquesting
i observe options but remain immobile
Anastasia she
is careless and i was
Anastasia she
wants attention but
Anastasia she
has no idea about me
Anastasia she
has hopes and expectations, like all of us
me especially
Anastasia she
pours me some more semi-sweet red wine
says that's not something we do
by the left hand in russia
but she does
and i really don't mind
Anastasia she
acts politely and elegantly
distinguée
for the reason that i'm french
Anastasia she
talks about her ex-husband
and i like to listen to her past stories
and not even wonder what happened
understand that things have an order
Anastasia she
sees a mirror of confidence in my eyes
and i, see a troublesome situation
but once again Anastasia she
is careless and intoxicated by substances
and Anastasia she
makes my head spin
Anastasia she
talks about the west and my smile
says i'm not funny if i don't smoke
wanna sit next to me
but Anastasia she
is pushed away by the south african girl
and the south african girl she
went through *****
but Anastasia she
doesn't care
because Anastasia she
is very determined
that Anastasia she
is mad when i'm leaving
happy when i text her once i'm home
Anastasia she
sure is enterprising
but i, prefer men who resist me.
at least we have this in common
Anastasia and i
as Anastasia she
likes things and concepts she can't have
25 December 2021
 Dec 2024
Always Somewhere
Are you not tired of seducing,
again and again?

If only a nomad like me had a choice,
sorrowfully I answer

I'm too far gone, how can I belong to someone when,
i don't even belong to a place?


Have you never wanted to cease this nomadic
way of living?

What for? If I stop exploring I just die from
boredom.


What is going to be the point of all of this?
innocently he asks

I pause, then look at him in the eyes and say
to live and to understand why.
27 March 2022
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