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7.4k · Apr 2014
Anger
maddi Apr 2014
My blood boils and my heart screams
to rip out your throat and watch you bleed
I control my urges but just for now
It’ll be worth the wait when you see how
I’ll burn you and beat you and slash up your wrists
I’ll do everything and seal it with a kiss
You may think heartless ****** is just for the birds
but I won’t be convicted, for I’m using words.
...
maddi May 2014
There’s an abundance of wonderful secrets I hold,
that come from the quiet, the quaint, and the bold.

Some are cute and some sweet,
all sugar-spice and neat.

It’s the others I can’t bear,
***** deeds and lives not spared.

I have to keep them all inside,
hidden away from prying eyes,

For I’m bound by a promise made of lightning,
and while I’m not quite keen on fighting,
If these secrets are found out
I’ll claw and kick and scream and shout.
For the shackles that bind me here,
will shatter after ten more torturous years.

So for now I let the rain wash away all my pain,
and thank each passing stranger for the knowledge that I’ve gained.

I think about the gallows,
I think about despair,
I think of all the people who never really cared.

You may not think you know me,
but you’re sorely mistaken.
I live next door, or up one floor,
listening when your minds awaken.

I can see your every thought and dream,
I can hear you when you sob and scream.
I can feel your touch and exasperated breath,
all dancing hot across my neck.

We are the seers
holding stories unknown
feelings unfelt
and words untold.

I could tell you anything, but you’d never know,
for I value my salvation more than a tiny truth sold.
This was inspired by a short story I wrote, but I thought it'd sound lovely as a rhyming poem, so I adapted it
826 · May 2016
l o v e m e
maddi May 2016
I want someone to love me
like I'm the reason they exist
I want someone to spend hours
mapping and memorising
every inch of me
I want someone to ask me
about my deepest thoughts and desires
I want someone to know all my fears
and all my favourite things
I want someone to look at me
like my eyes are the sun
and my voice is the wind
and my anger is a storm
and my sadness is a
deep
deep
ocean
I want someone to lay with me
and run their hands through my hair
and be pained by how much they love me
I want to be loved so much that I feel it
wherever I go
I want to be loved so deeply
that on my darkest days and even darker nights
the love radiates out of me
and cocoons me in strength
and support
I want someone to love me so much
that they couldn't imagine a single second without me
I want someone to love me like I love them
I want someone to love me.
title not referencing the wonderful song by the 1975, though you should all give it a listen c:
332 · May 2016
haiku 01
maddi May 2016
why do all haikus
have to be 5 7 5
**** that
nothing matters time isnt real and neither am i

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