i have an overriding feeling to make an effort with you
i try to speak and tell you that i love you
but whats the point when theres nothing else for me to say
since you made it clear that i mean nothing to you , babe

i hate my gross skin.
it will never help me win,
my beauty pagents.

i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.

i have had just enough of all the talk on
how you're saving me.
sure.
talk like you're all self-assured
but to me all you are is just old news.

i can't sleep and it's 3am
i gotta wake up early tomorrow again
i gotta be somewhere tomorrow
i have to go to bed

i watch the red water hit the blue sand.
i watch leather ***** pinch yellow rats.
i watch the green seagulls get eaten by pink plants.
oh well.
i’m in my own world.
i’m in my own world.
i’m in my own world.
so you can’t bother me now.

i lay on the orange grass.
i pipe the tan sky.
it’s sad since it still reeks of the past.
oh well.
i’m in my own world.
i’m in my own world.
i’m in my own world.
so go away, i don’t need you right now.

i watch the flowers cut themselves.
i see the cats bark and growl.
and i don't care if you don't understand why i cry.
it’s the beauty of this mad world.
i’m in my own world.
i’m in my own world.
i’m in my own world.
so go to hell as i ride my unicorn into the sunset.

i’m wishing upon a star tonight.
i really want you to be mine.
but i know you can’t come home til nine in the afternoon.
so here i am singing this song to you, from the stars.

it’s 11:11 pm.
i hope you’re coming soon.
but if you need a friend, then lease just say so.
I’m missing you, I’m missing you, and you’re missing out.
til then, i’ll see you again soon.

i threw a clean penny to the lake.
i hope and pray i didn’t make a mistake.
this penny meant a lot, but you’re worth more.
my heart soars for you.
adieu to you.

i’m head over heels for you. 
when will you see, that i’m here for you.
my heart soars when i see you smile. 
oh please, don’t leave me behind.

i’m flying to the stars.
i wanted to bring you along.
but you didn’t notice that i called 8 hundred times.
but that’s okay, i love you too.

i’m swimming in the moonlight.
my dear, i’ll be back soon.
it’s a quiet and lonely place.
and here we’re a million miles away.
have a good afternoon.

i’m off to another life.
so i’ll sing you goodnight.
i already miss your face.
and i know you didn’t even know mine.
i’m fine, i’m okay, i’m alright.

i’m signing off to you.
i thought i’d miss me too.
but there’s nothing i can do,
but to say ; bye bye.

from the rose under her nose
a gentle fog of smoke escaped her scarlet lips
a slow and hateful eye roll was flashed on her face
as the colors on her hair never seemed to fade

perfectly poised, she paints poignant statures
alive yet devoid, her daggers dazzle through her wrists
her heart is heavy but she cannot weep
her eyes are closed but she’d never sleep

the moon looks opaque tonight, kind of like city girl skin
she’s in the streetlight, all dressed to ****
lord should have seen how the traffic lights all stuttered from red to green
oh please
the devil himself wouldn't be so cruel to this soul