You hurt me.
With your words...
Your actions.
Your hands.

Why?

What did I ever do to you?
I loved you.

And now here you are...
Wanting me back...
Because I finally got the courage to leave.

How dare you.
How dare you say you've changed when you haven't.

I can never forgive you for what you have done to me.

The bruises.
The anxiety.

You took away my freedom.
You took away my fire.
My passion.
My happiness.

I feel sick.

The things you did to me...
Even when I said no.
'No' never meant anything to you.
You did what you wanted to do anyways.

And now you sit there...
Dumbfounded.
Questioning why I left...

Maybe you're too high to realize...
Maybe you're blaming me for not communicating.

But it was you.
And I have finally had enough.

What did I do to feel so hated
What did I do wrong?
I've lost myself but was it worth it?

I'd like you all to be happy.
If I could erase your secret apprehensions,
and kiss your lives better,
I would.

It's not that easy.
When my needs conflict with the general good,
and require me to offend,
I do.

I cannot be a prisoner of your expectations.
When my limited stocks of bonhomie are exhausted,
and contempt suggests I scream,
I will.

My doors were closed ... you opened them
My feelings were cold ... you put them on fire
My fear was big ... you took it away
The point is you never will know how much you did for me...

The fear to lose everything you ever wanted... the fear to lose the love you gave to me so I'm going to lock every single memory deep in my heart

it was a though day with a lot of tears but worth it in every moment thats how life works with a lot of ups and downs but its worth it ..