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Chloe Nicole Feb 2015
Missing you is the hardest thing of all,
Because before it happens there is only numbness,
And then once I start missing you it feels like my heart breaks all over again,
And the pain is overwhelming.
Chloe Nicole Feb 2015
It's funny in a sick sort of way how much she tries,
How much effort she puts in for all these people who she is nothing to,
That she forgets about herself.
Chloe Nicole Feb 2015
It's 3 am and she can't sleep,
Tears run down her face,
Her thoughts consume her.
If only she could save herself from her constant emotional drowning,
If only someone gave a ****.
Maybe then she wouldn't have to put that blade to her skin.
Chloe Nicole Feb 2015
Ever since he left, she hasn't been the same,
Ever since he left, life is just a game.
If she dies, she dies. It doesn't really matter,
Her heart is broken and her life is a disaster.
Chloe Nicole Jan 2015
Lately I've felt lost,

I look around me and I see so many smiling, happy faces,
So many people who actually want to be alive,
And I'm just numb.
I don't know how to feel
Or what to say.
It's like I'm just going through the motions,
Not really living,
Just existing.
Chloe Nicole Jan 2015
She fakes a smile,
Lets a laugh slip out,
And everyone thinks shes happy.

But what they dont know is how much she hates herself,
How much of a struggle it is for her to simply get out of bed or function like a normal person,
How she wishes that she was dead every second of every day,

How she dreams of a world where someone gave a ****,
How broken and mentally unstable she is,
How alone she feels.

She's stuck in an everlasting darkness,
No matter what she does,
The light never shows itself.
If only someone would help to save her from herself.
  Jan 2015 Chloe Nicole
Megha Balooni
I puked.
Then brushed
And then puked some more
Will you kiss me like you did before?
My breath
Is pale
Smells of some *** and whisky
And *****
And God knows what I mixed last night
Would you dare breathing me again?
My eyes
Are droopy, soggy
They're sleep deprived
They're missing your presence in sight
Would you look into them and quench the thirst?
I've been lost too long
And found not often
I can walk
I can run
I can smile the pain away
I can forget tears
I can hold happiness even in a pensive bottle
I can be the warmth of a hidden sun on a foggy winter morn
I can be so much more that I'll never believe
Would you like to be a part of all that and me?
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