Chelsea Molin: Favorites

Dec 2017 Chelsea Molin

Gabbi

1.
I have blood in my mouth, if I open it
it might come spilling out.

2.
My love is a knife, my heart is a hair pin
trigger. In the end this will only leave you
with scars.

3.
Because I will not leave you with scars.
Not when I have my own, not when I know
How easily they reopen. And not when I
know that I am always one foot out the door.

4.
I am not the girl you take home. I am
the lesson you learn from.

5.
Because I never learned how to say it
without choking on it.

#love #broken

Oct 2017 Chelsea Molin

What I Would Tell You If You Picked Up The Phone

Oct 2017 Chelsea Molin

poems in the clouds

What I Would Tell You If You Picked Up The Phone

did you think you could just take
the most vulnerable parts of me
and then leave without saying a word,
like i wouldn't rage a storm on you?
like it hasn't happened to me before?
did you think you would be so special
that i would let you ruin me?
because you got the one girl that your teammates couldn't stop talking about.
because you used her.
because she told you about the things
that made her bones ache?
and then you left,
without saying one word.
did it make you feel good?
and now you can't even pick up
the phone and answer when she asks
why.
because you are that weak.
honey, let's be real here:
you could never handle this storm
and we both knew that.

#life #love #happy #sad #depression #anxiety #relationships

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