I cannot fathom what is only just in front of me
so out of reach yet told not far from
I can smell the success near and dear
yet fail to feel its presence

I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.

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started in the morning feeling so small
I was really feeling like nothing at all
I don’t know why
getting dressed brushing my teeth
look in the mirror and what do I see
somebody that doesn’t look like me
I don’t know why

not happy just sad,
its quite the opposite

talking about it hurts
hearing it hurts
pain keeps coming it still hurts