Cara May

Cara May Feb 2017

Grey II

I saw you again today and I'm confused. I asked god why? I have liked you and I wrote about you but this is reality and you're hers. And today after so many years and tears and bad poetry, I can look at you like I look at some strangers-I feel nothing.

Cara May Feb 2017

Bad poetry

You're the reason
I write bad poetry.
Because you're
on my mind constantly
so I have to write you down
because you made me
feel
and I'm brimful
of emotions and words
because of you.
It was a curse to have you
in my life
but you're also the muse
to my beautiful poems.

Feb 2017

Jellyfish

night

I touch the side of my face
as I shutdown my life,
my cheek is wet...
I stare straight ahead
as the screen goes black.
I sit for a moment
and cry.

#cry #night

Cara May Feb 2017

?

I often have a detrimental thought
of my existence
my purpose on earth.
It took my energy
and my glow.
It made me fade from yellow
to grey; sadness
Because I couldn't join the puzzle.
To produce a new life?
but I'm not pretty
To be a healer?
but I'm not smart.
It remain a mystery to me.

#life

Cara May Feb 2017

Love at First Sight

Mystery attraction between human
electric attraction felt on the body
is it the neuron interacts
or the star dust found it's complement particles?
Only the physical form
triggers the longing
and then
chemical and eternity bond.
How is this possible?
How is face triggers love?
These linger in my mind until now.

#love #relationship #valentinesday

Cara May Feb 2017

Daughter of sadness

To be the daughter of sadness
Is exhausting
My soul is worn out
Everytimea my tears drop.
And the worst part
it's eternity. For now.

I don't know when will this melancholic feeling disappear.