I somehow wonder what caused the separation. i have recently found of that the reason isn't something deep. the reason is me. I'm the reason no one will stay. i don't know what to do or how to take this pain away. i cannot hold my feelings in. if i have this pain its gonna come out. I can never tell anyone the real reason, just vague explanations. Hurtful. pain. Angst. Death. Whats the easiest way to explain that your infatuated with all of the above.
Somehow i still manage manage to deal with the pain pain caused by the people people being the root of evil evil children and their sickened parents parents and there habits habits caused then to stray away away from this place place, away from this place.
Constantly fighting the voices. Who are they? Triggers from the past. Who are you? Distant memories long forgotten. Who was that? It's taking over. Who?
Let her nights be occupied with dreams so sweet it could leave a cavity. Let her mornings be smothered with warm coffee that makes her insides happy. Let her day be filled with someone that holds her dear. Let her days be filled with the one who she loves most. Even if it isn't the person who truly loves her the most.