Bei Aguilar

Bei Aguilar Jun 2016

G

Ang kulit mo.
Napakakulit mo.
Ako'y kinukulit ng kinukulit
Hanggang sa hindi na naulit.

Anong nangyari sa'tin?
Ay, may nangyari ba?
Ah, wala nga pala.
Kasi nga diba, may iba?

Kinikilig
Na parang hindi.
Ngumingiti-ngiti
Na parang kinikiliti.

Ang dami kong tanong
Ngunit huwag na lang.
Ang dami ko din pinilit
At ayon, mukhang tanga.

Akala ko ikaw na,
Hindi pa rin pala.
Akala ko tapos na,
Ikaw pa rin pala.

#filipino

Bei Aguilar May 2016

Untitled

How can I trust you?
How can I give myself to you?
How can I love you
If you keep fooling around?

I want this thing
I really want this to work
I want this to last
But how can I do that
If I have these billion questions swimming around my head?

Do I deserve you
Or not?

#trust

Bei Aguilar May 2016

I can't move

Wasted words
Wasted time
Wasted tears
Wasted feelings

I know that you don't give a single **** about me anymore
About the things you said to me
About the fights we had
About what I feel for you

I want to cry
I want to shout
But you left
And I feel so empty

#empty #wasted

Bei Aguilar May 2016

I want you

I can't stare at your eyes
It pierce my heart
I do love you
But not like how you want me to

I keep thinking of you
I ******* do
But not because I need you
It's because I want you

I keep thinking of your lips
How they spit humorous words
And **** and nibble
The needy ******

Just like your hands,
I love how they roam around
How they go to places
That brings me to god-knows-where

I want you down there
You know how to kindle the fire inside me
Your fingers caressing the parts
That only you and I know

#want #i #you

Bei Aguilar May 2016

Lola

What should I do
Without you?
I can't focus
Nor blow a kiss

I can't cheer
I can't bear
I can't hear
I don't know how to fake

I love how you laugh
And I'm missing it now
I don't want you to
Evanesce

Evanesce
No I don't want you to
Evanesce
Unless, I'm coming with you

What should I do now
Without you?
I can't make a move
Nor breathe

I feel like dying
I feel like sinking
Into a hole
That I know I can't escape

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