Éffleurer I can't handle
I want to be burned by your sun
I want to decompose your chemicals
Tu es ma joie de vivre.

you're soaking wet youre soaked in red when I cut right through you

my jaw is clenched
my teeth gritted
she thinks I'm a *******
but she loves the ***
her body is there when I'm hungry
her moans are louder than demons
her heart isn't in it
neither am I
it's back to nodding after this
it feels like a pinch
needles are nicer than you

I could paint your skin with my teeth
a pale goddess on the sheets
splashes of deep violet at the surface of your marble skin
i tag you with impressions of desire
intimate places where I've been
it's not a watercolor
I don't trace you with horse hair
I don't scrape your skin with charcoal
I wont mold you in my hands like Clay
but I'll feel your blood on my lips
hands on your hips...

I kept my heart in a safe
I didn't allow myself to fall in love
so why now do I want you to excavate my mind, shake my body, and rock my soul

you look so beautiful from up here, where you crucified me

the only time I will ever hurt the baby is when her hair is in my grip and she's being smothered by pillows and my affection