hello sunshine,
           where have you run to?
I hear it's wonderful
           in California.
        
                      ~

I've been missing you,
          shining over the waters so blue.

But tonight,
                            we'll shine

           brighter than
                                            any day


            tonight,
                                      ­   we'll have sunrise

                at 2 am
                                                & sunset at mid-day.

                                                         ~
  
  
The sweet chamomile gently blossoms as their scent drifts through the spring-kissed summers day; the trees shed their tight buds & give their leaves to the wind to play. The sky blue, brings a warm whisper of heady scents & endless nights & long summer sunsets soaking in all of Mother Earth's finest essence.

                                                     Beneath the kaleidoscope sky,

                                           a heartbeat, lulling
                               steady breathing, gentle humming

and an indescribable, unforgettable, lost feeling
                                                                behind a minds eye.

restless nights of senseless intuition
wandering trails of useless fruition
binding branches, choke me
but it feels good not to breathe
somehow
it seems I've gotten used to
the useless tugging on frayed vines,
the ache and sorrow as I try to climb
the desolated mountain side.

it's better to feel sad then nothing at all,
it's better to try to climb then to let oneself fall.

put on your mask, you're okay.
you're fine tonight.
you don't need anyone to hold you through the
dark nights.
just keep grasping through your days,
you're alright
I'm alright
I'm okay
*I'm not okay