I hate the idea of seeing you in a coffin
me, at your wake
the very first time I'll see you
will be you sleeping so sound and calm
like you finally found true peace
if that would be the first and last photograph
that I will have of you
then, young man, I'm sorry
I have to dissapate it
for it won't do good for my photographic memory
even if I reject that photo in my mind
it will haunt me for years
forever let's say
and as much as how I hate the thought of seeing you lying in a coffin
that would be a lot worse than ever
P.S how do you italize and bold letters? Thanks (yep I know it's another ****** poem from me but thank you anyway for wasting a time of your life to read this poem and oh yeah, whenever I make poems I don't really put titles so yeah)