And maybe just maybe at that fleeting moment my heart started to grow
How did I never notice at that moment your words truly reached the bottom of my untamed soul
And now everything flows so smoothly
Looking into the sky’s I could hear birds sing and the winds blowing breeze brushing along against the trees
We watch as the light of the day turns into a beautiful starry night
Constellations scattering along you and I
Deeply lost in your eyes
Laid out on the grass we watch time pass
We tell each other our deepest dreams unwinding us from the seams of the blanket we lay upon
But I believe that time is an overrated thing
Yet I narrate the time that you spend with me
And then it all ends as time tinkers away
We both go our own separate ways
We grow apart like night into day
Like sunset into sunrise with such dismay
Things were so clear with you, but now it’s gone
I’m sorry even when we tell each other our dreams I can’t keep my eyelids shut
You pick me up, but I let you down
And I’ve caught you running through my head again
Trespassing in my mind
You steal all my thoughts away
You do it all the time now
I am a mindless soul.
I wander throughout valleys, & plateau's.
Blindly following the wind.
Dragging my feet to the direction it carries me.
I am a kindred soul.
I run idyllically through the fields of significance.
Sometimes I forget who I am.
And when I do, I feel free.
I am exquisite.
I've somewhat reached my inner divinity.
However, the bold voices in the wind can sometimes misguide me.
When I get lost, I just sit there.
I wait for the wind to guide me again.
When the time comes,
I will know what to do.
And someday, I will guide myself
Each day I live, the pain consumes
What little sanity I have bloomed
Like walking in a cloud of fog
Falling down, sinking into smog
Life just seems grim
I think on a whim
Interest lost in everything I do
But what a life, who really knew?
Depressed to a fault, that all I see
Death just seems like the only way for me
A waste of time, I feel I am
But that's its nature, a full mind jam
I try and try to ease the pain
A fallen effort with no gain
Thoughts begin to eat away
Makes me want to end it today
Uncomfortable around others for the way I feel
I pray and wish this all wasn't real
Life just seems more like a prison
Caged, alone, an abomination risen
No one could ever understand
Why I would want my death sooner than planned
Its not something I want for me
But to end my suffering this is what has to be
So I write this all as I fall from grace
Down to this place, some barren waste
I know not how much longer I will last
But all I can do, is pray that this will just pass.
An older poem of mine. I’ve realized with time things shall pass.
I either eat too much or starve myself. Sleep for 14 hours or have insomniac nights. Fall in love very hard or hate passionately. I don't know what Grey is. I never did.
Some days, I feel everything at once other days, I feel nothing at all.
A place I would love to be...
that really see me.
Hair falling across my face
as you lean forward for a kiss... a falling hard taste.
Warm full *******
pressed upon my chest.
Where upon me a greedy
mouth comes to rest.
A place I would
never want to leave...
There our bodies
will Intertwine and weave.
Where smooth soft thighs
are on either side of mine.
Where hips rock and pelvis dips...
Folds are spreading
by hardened tip.
A place where desire
and reality meet..
Bodies meld as one..
forged in sensual heat.
Where wet soft flesh
wraps and clings..
Caressing my intentions
such hardness it brings.
The sound of love heard
flowing from those lips..
As I ****** over and over
in rhythm with your hips.
The place I need to be..
The place where you need me.
I want you to need me like I need you.
You glow like the light of the harvest moon soft golden rays to fill my starry heart your sweet breath teases my naked skin so warm and moist like a southern breeze your scent the perfume of night blooming flowers your taste salty and tangy like the warm sea air your body trembles at my slightest touch a willow tree, shook by the ***** wind your mossy rise is so dewy and inviting, softly, and seductively, it calls out to me... to kneel and taste your secret delights lost in a vortex of your endless desire as the harvest moon looms overhead and bathes our flesh in it's soothing light.
You want this
swelling rise of swollen self
that drowns my thoughts
in blood that throbs
the slickest steps always
slip the best
In that slow build
You wind around me
as we settle into that fractured time
when I am yours and you are mine
a bear in heat
you squirm and entreat me
to make love to you
treat you like my princess
your ******* scream at you to be
as they graze the cotton sheets
lubricated to stop the high tension
smoking burn of friction
the slap of your *** as you writhe back
in your centre
My fingers clasp into your hips
holding the depth
my eyes closed
you smell of lilacs and berries
if they had been slathered in sin
and served up in piping hot lust
you sound like heaven
echoing through my blood stream
the thud of my heart screaming your name
I command myself to stay with you
as my hands let you ease off of
you take full advantage
there on your knees and I am vulnerable
to your slick
to your wet...
(Too right, I'm just a man)
all you needed was an inch of freedom
to rock forwad then slam your cheeky control
back onto me
that slick sound that
unmistakable ***** ******* sound
slops against my thighs
the invite to drive
me into a frenzy
the need to please
freed from thought and reason
Shower me in your lust
soak the sheets
moments before I shower you with mine
the hot splash
on your back
as we lose control together