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Jun 2018 · 120
~untitled~
delilah Jun 2018
let's capture this moment
preserve it in a frame
record it on a page
let's do anything
to ensure it won't die with us
Jun 2018 · 335
i've lost my rope
delilah Jun 2018
my life is a series of endless mountains
and my rope has abandoned me
leaving me to pull myself up the jagged edges
leaving me to rely on my own strength
leaving me to question my every step
leaving me to fear myself
leaving me
Jun 2018 · 154
cusp
delilah Jun 2018
they were on the cusp
of moving forward
but with each step they took
they got two steps further
i learned a new word (cusp)
so i wanted to use it
Jun 2018 · 114
love poems to no one
delilah Jun 2018
writing love poems becomes quite odd
when i realize i'm always writing
about you
&
to you
but you don't exist.
i write
and write
and write
to you
but there is no "you"
i write to a love i do not know
yeaaaah
i write love poems about being in love/someone i'm in love with
but i'm not in love with anyone
rather i'm in love with the idea of "you"
Jun 2018 · 115
look
delilah Jun 2018
look for my love in long silences

look for my love in quick glances

look for my love in paper hearts

look for my love in whispered good-byes

look for my love in soft lies

look for my love in shared space

look for my love in lost words

look for my love

i promise it's there

may not be said

but

do i have to say it to make it true?
Jun 2018 · 276
i dare you
delilah Jun 2018
tell me that you love me
i
dare
you
stick around after
i
dare
you
wait to hear it back
i
dare
you
wait for silent kisses
i
dare
you
wait for me
i
dare
you

love me
i dare you
uh i don't know
i had that one song stuck in my head
the "love me love me say that you love" song
but like only that part
lowkey this is ugly
Jun 2018 · 261
every bit
delilah Jun 2018
every bit of hate

is pooling in her eyes

every bit of regret

is rolling down her cheeks

every bit of fear

is found between her fists

every bit of doubt

is hidden in her manic smile

every dark feeling that riddles your mind

is amplified in the sound of her laugh
probably one of my favorite pieces i've written
Jun 2018 · 148
aren't i?
delilah Jun 2018
i'm terrible
aren't i?
i can say
"i love you
but
i won't"
all in the same moment
while you can tell me
you
love
me
in the moment
and every moment after
i'm terrible
aren't i?
Jun 2018 · 244
i rather feel everything
delilah Jun 2018
i rather feel everything

every smile that creeps up

every giggle that slips out

every goose-bump and shiver

every bit of static

every tear as it slides slowly but surely down my face

one for every bit of static

one for every smile

one for every troubled thought

because i have a sea filled with them

and sometimes the tides pull me in

and i never learned to swim

but

i still rather feel everything

than nothing at all
bit cliche with the swimming bit
gotta find a better analogy
Jun 2018 · 191
matchstick
delilah Jun 2018
she's either blazing like a flame
or lying on the ground
like the charred remains
of
something
once
great
Jun 2018 · 258
sometimes i wanna run
delilah Jun 2018
sometimes i wanna run
run
and run
run till my feet give way
and i find myself far far away
lost
but not anymore than now
  
what's stopping me
from packing up
picking up a change of clothes
snacks for the road
pocket change and a bit more
what's stopping me
  
i'm waiting
waiting for the right time
the right time that has no time
but fear will keep me waiting
waiting
and waiting
waiting till my mind dies out
Jun 2018 · 284
~untitled~
delilah Jun 2018
it's like running toward a cliff

you know you're gonna fall if you don't stop running

but you can't stop your legs

your mind is moving faster than your feet

conjuring up things that could be waiting at the bottom

you don't know how far the edge is

you have no idea when you'll finally fall

the moment you do finally crash

you'll wish you could go back to running

back to not knowing
i guess this about anxiety
Jun 2018 · 197
~untitled~
delilah Jun 2018
why is it now when i grasp your hand

you don't squeeze back

as if you're scared

scared i'll shatter in your grasp

you never seemed so concerned

before
Jun 2018 · 148
~untitled~
delilah Jun 2018
i love the way you make me feel like the world is caving in on me

i love the way you make me feel small

small enough for you to crush between your thumbs

i love the way you catch my words as they spill from my mouth

i love the way you serve them back

but not before you add your own venom

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