Ellie

Ellie 10h

Betray

It comes and goes
Little high, even low
Until one knows, does it grow
In sigh, not even close

I choose to stay still
More than how I feel
Were those even real?
Let me take a moment to heal

Healing comes from within

#healing #high #low #betrayal

Ellie 3d

Silent Attitude

A short captivating phrase
My eyebrows took a raise
Eardrums starts to race
A sudden look on your face

What happened?
Reacted, all of a sudden
Silence breaks
The heart hates

A silent heart

#silence #face #phrase

Ellie 4d

Identity

One may say I'm a failure
Others may see me as a creature
Many saw me as an addict
Might as well be an alcoholic

For whatever they say
Everything they see
I saw the real me
I know i wanted to be free

I was blamed to be the person i am not

#free #real #creature

Ellie Jun 17

Night

Scary night
Missing light
Blurry sight
Hold tight

An intimidating nightmare
Was it always there
Afraid of the shadow
One might follow

#nightmare #blurry #shadow

Ellie Jun 16

Flow

Tired eyes
Sleepless nights
A million heists
Still none arise

Fallen fool
Drawn the pool
Who may leave
I can't believe

#flow #believe #heists

Ellie Jun 16

Darkest Light

As silence so loud
Seems they're not proud
All I've done for the crowd
Unknown like my sound

I stand too tall
Afraid I might fall
Alone in a hall
I'll be the greatest one of all

I feel like a shadow

#silence #unknown #greatestone

Ellie Jun 15

Lost Spark

A pounding heart
Like a work of art
Couldn't find a brand new start
What a mess in every part

I look for peace
The kind without tease
For whatever this is
I hope my shoe fits

#poundingheart #workofart #peace #tease