Ellie

Ellie 2d

Future

"If you think it, it's yours"

Hopeful

#future #truth #reality

Ellie 7d

I kept thinking how they sleep
How they eat, not trying to keep
Hurting my feelings so so deep
Like reaching the top of the tip

Slipping through the mind
Answers i should find
I'm just saying I'm fine
Eventhough there's always a sign

I keep on wondering

#topofthetip #sign #answers

Ellie Aug 24

Yearn

It was never me
To wait like a bee
Buzzing as i flee
Shan't I be free?

Cannot move
Where's the groove?
For years I could've
Again I should've

Yearning for the love

#yearn #groove #buzzing

Ellie Aug 24

Longing Self

The heavensent
Never went
No room for intent
A promise bent

I lie
I couldn't fly
Like there's a tie
Beneath my eye

Longing

#longing #lie #promise

Ellie Jul 6

Betray

It comes and goes
Little high, even low
Until one knows, does it grow
In sigh, not even close

I choose to stay still
More than how I feel
Were those even real?
Let me take a moment to heal

Healing comes from within

#healing #high #low #betrayal

Ellie Jul 3

Silent Attitude

A short captivating phrase
My eyebrows took a raise
Eardrums starts to race
A sudden look on your face

What happened?
Reacted, all of a sudden
Silence breaks
The heart hates

A silent heart

#silence #face #phrase

Ellie Jul 2

Identity

One may say I'm a failure
Others may see me as a creature
Many saw me as an addict
Might as well be an alcoholic

For whatever they say
Everything they see
I saw the real me
I know i wanted to be free

I was blamed to be the person i am not

#free #real #creature