Do any of you know me ?
Im happy with a smile
When i go home i get sad
Im programmed to think i need money to live
I have something to give but nobody wants it
I speak nonsense
I sit behind a screen thinking about a better life
Knowing with no action nothing will be right
Its one in the morning when i wrote this
Just want you to know im not hopeless

Im stuck in my head between yin and yang
The puzzle is difficult and i cant find a muzzle that fits
I have a lot to on my to do list i dont regret what I've done
I learn and learn i continue letting my flame burn
I dont want to just talk game i want to talk life
I was thinking about you and you could be my wife
I could hold your hand while our feet are in the sand
Wipe the frown off your face when you're feeling down
I like that thought of me with you
I see a very clear different hue you might too
I want to get real close take a toast
To all I've ever done to put me in your path
I don't want your wrath but I'm willing to take it
With a few mistakes and blue prints
Set a map for the road ahead until we are both dead time we'll see you and i
Looking in your eyes i witness a beautiful sea purple red pink
Im wondering what you think

Im not trying to be the same as him or her
Im just a tiny raimdrop in a million others
Oh brother the earth is alot
So why is it i cannot become something bigger
Maybe its not what i want
Sure i want happiness and luaghter
But i wouldn't want that all to my self
I want good health and wealth
But not all to myself i want you and you and you
To be happy with me , a big family
With our ups and downs keep everything is cool
And like a school we'll learn we can let thaat fire burn
Take turns to teach love and peace
Keep the light shining in the dark
Take part in something big just make a step
And love everybody

I had a dream they were going to steal from me
The people i talk to listen to hear
I had fear i was hiding out
Had a bunch of people shouting out telling me to leave
I didnt have sleeves i was in my work clothes that i chose
I felt i wanted to quit becuase i opose a threat
Three stories tall i was in the second floor they kept asking more from me
Walked up sat on the stairs without a care
Someone called my name but it was the same as another kids

Ive been depressed in a miserable state
Im trying to choose my own fate with weight on my back
Stack stack stack till i crack break my back
Get plenty of looks an  yes im shook
Lifes getting hard im to real not a big deal
Im expressing how i feel hoping that my cuts heal
Living life long filled with love ive been insanely obsessed with my dreams
What is god trying to tell me time temperature ties
Where does my Destiny lye
Im praying facing my head to the sky when i die
Where will i go

I dont know the girl i talk about when i write
I just hope she comes when the time is right
Its not that im lonely my feelings are not fake
I just want that person to hug and have on my team
Dont make a mistake and think I'm a fool
The gleam of the light is blinding i swear im seeing her in my dream

Beware of smiling faces that are good with you now
Later you here pow take the knife out your back
Bad stuff happens things change you dont know how to act
Extract my thoughts about you
Now.there all not true i see how you are