dying is a get out of jail free card
you can be as bold as you want and not get into trouble for it

the words
that my mind are
bringing me
is probably
killing me

will I say the right thing?
or am I ******* it all up?
am I going to
be a ******* mess?
or will I be put together?
why am I worrying
about words
that haven't even had a chance
to come out of my mouth yet?

"I don't want to be alive anymore"
"I gtg my phone is dying"

how ironic
at the same time your
phone was dying
so was i.
but what was more important to you?

I CANT ******* HELP THE WAY I FEEL
I WANT TO DIE
I WANT TO CRY
I WANT TO LAY DOWN
I WANT TO JUST
NOT BE ALIVE
SO LEAVE ME THE **** ALONE
WITH ALL YOUR *******
THAT I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH
TO DEAL WITH

why am I allowing
people who
don't know me
judge the therapy
to my feelings

to the people
that want me
dead tonight,
what if your
words were
just enough
to push me over
my standing point?

Pull her close... Hug her tight... Until the pieces are put back together.
And when your done. Just whisper in her ear "I'm here...
And I'll always love you"
[K.D.P]