As I feel my mind romp
Ceaselessly into the past
I twitch to it's sight
And I know I'm scared
All my happy thoughts
Are interrupted by obscure memories
Dark, grey flashbacks
Reminding me that I'm chained
To a world of immense pain

Helpless and crushed
I seek a permanent solution
I attempt to find peace
In what the world offers me
Indirectly, I'm sitting upon
Invisible dough of deceit
Concealing it's strategy to defeat me
Reminding me that I'm chained
To a world of immense pain

The chains are visible now
A keyhole appears in clear view
The more I allow fear in my thoughts
The more the keyhole diminishes
So I give my first shot at faith
Believing first, forget seeing
The master key to save me
Reminding me that I'm free
From a world of immense pain

So I've drawn up my conclusion:
I choose believing over seeing
That my inner heart be wholly converted
Than my eyes merely convinced.
For everything I see tells me not to believe
And everything I believe tells me not to see
The two contradict each other
So what do I choose?
Faith over fears
I'd rather believe then give into my tears.

I had never believed you
When you said you loved me
It must have been a joke
No way it could be true

The stars, I was surprised indeed.
The way that you looked
At me I could see them,
Stars I never knew existed

As you struggled for words
Your eyes said it all. You loved
Me. At that very moment,
I had no doubt whatsoever
That I loved you too.

Yes, I am naive    
I can't do it though, let you
Break my fragile heart for I am
Afraid to take that chance if only
Both could leave unscathed

How I wish you meant them
Words of sweet romance.
It's all in my mind I know -
But I cannot do it
I can't stop my heart from falling

Indeed I do not know you
But oh...it feels like I do,
Man if only your words were legit...
For even as I pick up them pieces
My heart breaks day by day
You deserve more. Dude please don't stay