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 Mar 2014 Azrael-Always
g clair
Now you've filled up all your neediness
without a real lover
hey there now, that's your business
between you and Freedom's cover
as for wimin, you don't need 'em
'cause you've sworn off love for livin'
and for sure you love your Freedom
to these ends you watch your giving.
Now you're turning up the music
and then you're surfing through your favorites
and flipping through the channels
and those periodic moments
gotta catch up on your reading
organize your book collection
get your Ebay up and running
you can do without direction
or distraction or attention
just keep on running with the wind
in your fringe...
with the wind in the arms of your long haired fringe.
I notice these old suede cowboy jackets with arm length fringes off the armsand wondered if there were some reason for them, other than decorative....
 Mar 2014 Azrael-Always
Lana
A Taste
 Mar 2014 Azrael-Always
Lana
We die each night,  
Passports stamped
in invisible ink
to a realm where
the possible and impossible
shimmer
beneath purple sunsets,
Where the breath of imagination
bends eternity for a moment,
Wishes skinny dip in deep time,
Hopes burble into form,
And fears slither out to play.
As morning seeps into our lids
and the edges begin to blur,
We straddle two worlds
for an instant,
Then blink away the mystery,
a taste of death on our lips.
 Mar 2014 Azrael-Always
aphrodite
You drink about it.
       You smoke about it.
              You **** about it.
                      You cut about it.
                           You sleep about it.
                                 You stopped sleeping about it
                                       You stopped eating about it.
                                            You keep eating about it.
                                                You swallow pills about it.
                                                      You punch walls about it.
                                                           You kick cans about it.
                                                             ­   You spit about it.
                                                             ­        You write about it.
                                                             ­          You cry about it.

                                                            ­            But you won't talk about it.

                                                            ­ You won't pray about it.
                                                      You won't seek help about it.
                                                 You won't reach out about it.
                                            You won't tell your father about it.
                                      You won't tell your lover about it.
                                  You won't meditate about it.
                           You won't medicate about it.
                    You won't preach about it.
             You won't advocate about it.

       You're killing yourself over it,
but perhaps it's time you start saving yourself from it.
What is your "it"?
I've bolded what I find to be healthier alternatives for coping, opposed to the common and harmful ways of coping that are italicized.
This poem is very personal & I hope you learn to cope the best way you can.
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 Mar 2014 Azrael-Always
PrttyBrd
To love the dream
More than the man
Isn't love
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 Mar 2014 Azrael-Always
Wednesday
Ill feed you honey off of a teaspoon in the morning
And I’ll cover up all the reflective surfaces and
hold you in the bathtub till about 2 pm

I’ll rub shampoo through your black hair until the water turns cold

We will read poetry under that big shady tree down the road
and chase each other in the maze at the library
but I’ll always let you catch me

You’ll eat out of my hands like a broken baby animal
on the back porch wrapped in an afghan
the colour of your eyes on a rainy day

We will turn on the lamps at night and count our freckles
while we are wrapped in the sheets

And if you still hate yourself after that
We will wash rinse and repeat
until you can look into the mirror and

see what I see
 Mar 2014 Azrael-Always
Xyns
Marry me
Marry me right now
Take me and keep me
In holy matrimony
Forever and always
That's all I ask
You're all I'll ever need
 Mar 2014 Azrael-Always
Petal pie
The pink Panther tune
Was played in a major key
Upon my thigh
Composed of my son's raspberries.

Accompanied by tinkling laughter
Practiced with gusto
I don't think we'll make the x-factor
But maybe we'll do our own show!
 Mar 2014 Azrael-Always
Kate
Loneliness is nothing more than the condition of being alive
So be lonely
When the entire universe has its back turned to you,
Be lonely
Let the world know you are human
Feel.
And feel more deeply than you ever imagined you could
Embrace the loneliness
It isn't killing you
It is creating you
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