I want to let it all out
to just vent it out
but no one will understand
and you might just get mad
so I just better keep it to myself.

Did not expect this
as the Moon eclipsed the Sun
it was not easy
but experiencing it
reminds me, I'm a vampire.

Experiencing a lot all this time
It is hard and it isn't fine
I want this feeling to end
Hoping that my heart will start to mend.

I feel gloomy and blue
Missing the time when I last flew
Everything is as if falling apart
And this really breaks my heart

Smiling but it is just a wile
Hoping that this will end in a while
Looking forward for a better season
That is my only hope and reason.

I've been here for too long
Waiting to heal, to move on and to be strong.