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tayarose Mar 2018
Maybe if he died then you'd get the point,
the insides of him are breaking to the joint,
he can't stand the pain anymore ,The ache of his bones,
The tug on his heart, his stomach twisted in knots
he's warn down to the bone, No more beauty
Sunken face is all that's left, A fragile boy forgotten
Screaming " Please don't let me go "
If you don't catch him he's gonna die, all he wants you to do,
is Grab his hand, bring him back to land, bring him back to life
tayarose Mar 2018
I took every hit, All the bruises, So you didn't feel how i felt
I gave my childhood for you, So i could protect you
Ripped out my heart, blood and all, I made it beat for you
i handed the heart to you, I trusted you ,loved you with my heart
you took one glance, show disgust on your face
threw my heart to the ground,stomped on it with your heels
dropped to my knees in agony
my body twisted in misery
my heart anguished
to ashes by
my own
mother
tayarose Mar 2018
pain lingers in the back of my mind,
that can't be unwind, fear arises whenever they say you call,
my chest beats and falls, my breath is taken away,
when the say your name
they say your mom
tayarose Mar 2018
Just cause you can't see them don't make them any less real.
Sometime I wish I could grab your hand then maybe you can feel
Feel all the fear that leers in the back my heart
Feel the pain of having no mother to call my own because she does not want me
Feel the fear of the loneliness, Feel the tears that roll down my face  when every thing comes up for breathe to just take mine
Face the man who destroyed you
Who made you feel like nothing
That you were worthless
That took something from you you can't get back
Try to image your a girl being *****
Try to image being beaten over an over
Try to image a girl trying to **** herself
Try feeling how that girl feels when here grandma dies when that woman was the only security she had
Try to feel how a girl broken from her soul down feels when her brother dies and she didn't get to see him even for his birthday cause her mother refused
feel that pain an fear and distrust and loneliness
Then tell me I don't have issues
Tell me I no problems
Cause lately I'm getting sick of people saying I'm fine
When I'm clearly not
tayarose Mar 2018
You were suppose to be my best friend
I lend you my heart when your parents torn yours to apart
I told my secrets to you,
I said my deepest fears, I told you about my past
I let you dive in to the waves of my pain
Told the horrible secrets about my childhood
I gave all my trust even though
I had no reason to
but you left like they always do
Let my secrets drip right out of you
like a ****** nose
I know how this goes
I know how this'll end, but in the end
You'll get the bitter end
trust no one
tayarose Feb 2018
rain pours, the tears he weeps,
bolts of light strike down to earth
thunder crackles against the sky, god's thumping heart
the wind howls, the hollow screams
tayarose Feb 2018
she wonders why does he like me
he wonders how could she ever love me
she pulls back
he gets hurt, walls go up
they never come down
fear arises
love falls

she wishes someone would lend her their heart
cause hers is all broken an torn
he wishes he could get passed her walls.
then maybe he can fall
he can't give up
she won't
give up

he loves her through all her mess

she loves him through all his flaws
But the reality of love is they don't get a happy end
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