it’s only been a week
but i feel so weak
without you
how do i get rid
of these feelings
i’ve evolved
about you
i became accustomed to having you
that now
i don’t know what to do
without you

I write poetry
For boys who don’t give a **** about me

Writing poetry is writing the words I could never say to you
I must stay away from you
As I write my feelings down on this screen
For the whole world to read
You must never see
The hurt you’ve placed in me
You don’t deserve to be
The reason why my soul bleeds.

Like leaves on a tree
You fell off when you no longer needed me
Blowing through the breeze
Now I see you with another tree

Why choose me?
Only to use me
Why take my heart
Only to make it fall apart
Why come into my life
To ruin my peace of mind
And make me believe so many lies
If you didn't care about me
Why'd you put up a fight
To catch my attention and become a part of your life
Why are you acting so indifferent?
You've become so cold
You're not the guy I used to know
But I can't seem to let go
Of the "love" I used to know
I put up with the *******
Hoping that you would change and go back to your old ways
But you're far gone
And never to return
So I must let go
Of who I thought you once were

Why did you have to come into my life
And destroy the self love that took me so long to create overtime
You could've just left me alone
Because now im sitting here wondering why it was so easy for you to let me go
Why did you wait so long to let me know?
That from the start your intentions weren’t profound
Why lead me on with words you didn't’ mean
And send them to every other ******* your screen
I wasn't as special to you as I once believed
Now I feel stupid as I weep
I was fine before I met you
So why make your way in just to make a mark and leave?
If you knew you didn't want me
Why play games and make it seem
Like I was the only girl you wanted to see

Tell me what I have to do
To have atleast a part of you
There isn't much you have to do
To make me fall inlove with you
I'm in too deep
To let go of this idea I have of you and me
I'd do anything to please you
I'd do anything to see you
I wish I could have you to myself
but even if you have someone else
I'd be okay with that.